I love this website and love reading stories about others who I have lots in common with. I just have a few questions about things that I am experiencing and asking for advise.
Here are some things that I am experiencing:
-I see ghosts/spirits, orbs, lights, figures, ect.
-I heard them speak a few times but not many.
-I sometimes feel the ghost's emotions.
-I have random thoughts pop into my head when they are around.
-I feel emotions from the people around me, sometimes very overwhelming. A few times I would meet someone and have the sudden urge to cry because I felt like they have been through so much and could just feel their pain like it was my own.
-Sometimes when I walk past people a memory or story pops into my head that is not mine but I am not sure how to go about that so I don't tell people when it happens.
-A few times I would wake up unable to move my body but knew I was awake and one of those times I saw a dark figure standing over me and whenever this happens it is so scary and I panic but luckily it doesn't last very long.
-I have dreams of people that are are going to pass away.
-I swear I must of seen my Grandfather's heaven right before he passed (It was absolutely beautiful and words cannot even describe it).
-I have dreams of people who have passed telling me things but its very hard to understand at times.
-I sometimes have visions of things that are going to happen or of things that I just can't explain.
-Ghosts will wake me up in the middle of the night just so I can see that they are there watching me sleep (at least I think that's their reasoning since when this happens they just stare at me and then disappear). I really think that they come to me thinking I can help them but then I really have no idea on how to help them even thought I wish I could and they get mad, I can feel their anger after a little bit.
-I also have a very strong intuition.
There are a few other things as well but it's not just in one category it's in many and I am trying to figure out where I fit in with this. People say that if you have one thing then you are this or that but what do you consider yourself when you have a little of all different things? I had a dream when I was very young of having this red telephone and I would answer it and it would always be someone who passed away asking me to help them and in that dream they told me that one day I will help people all the time by transferring messages back and forth.
Now, I can remember seeing ghosts since I was little (I am 26 now) but I was always very scared and ignored it as much as possible but for some reason over the past 6 months I have been so much stronger than ever and I can't ignore it anymore. I've come to the conclusion that I have this gift for a reason and I want to use it to help people but I also have to get over the fear of seeing them. Any advise on that? I am not afraid with some of them but with others I am so scared, it's strange. Also, how do I learn to trust the things that pop into my head and not just blow them off as my wild imagination? One more question, my feelings can be very strong at times (especially when I am around my friend who also sees them or others who are in touch with it) but then at times it's like I feel nothing, how is that possible? How do I learn how to control it and use it to help others? It's all very confusing and I feel very lost. Can someone please give me advice on this?