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Is This The Life Of A Medium?


I'm Kenny, 14, Around age 9 I started having an imaginary

Friend, He was slightly older then me, He was nice and enjoyed playing

Games with me, He stuck around for 2 years, My dad died when I was 11,

I lost my mom at age 13, My second cousin took me in, His house is so

Alive it's unbelievable. That's when I first started feeling that others were

Around, Hearing the noises at night, Things falling or have been moved,

I had no friends, the one's I had in school thought I was nuts.

Who could blame them really, I made my first very best friend, He was a lot

Older then me, He was an adult, He always seemed to not be around when

Anyone else was around, I just thought he was shy, Any time I needed a

Friend to talk to he was always there, He was very smart too knew just about

Everything, Months later I found out Sam my best friend wasn't alive, He

Was a spirit or ghost, I don't know the difference if there even is one, As

Freaked as I was I really didn't care, At least I don't think I cared, That made

My whole life make sense to me, I wasn't liked because I was some kind of a

Freak, At least that's how I felt and honestly still do, About a day after I

Found out about Sam, it all started. First let me say the up stairs always gave

Me the creeps, I stay down in the basement where I feel safer, Another spirit/

Ghost came to me, It was an old lady and she kept saying she was worried

About her daughter, She told me her name like if I was suppose to know her

Or even wanted too, I was scared and just wanted her to go away, Soon

She has thank God. I've had others come almost everyday, And I tell my adopted

Mom to be, everything when it happens, She logs the information she gets

From me, I don't know why, But she discovered that most of these spirits were to

Have their funeral at the same funeral home. I have no idea if that means

Anything or not. Tuesday Jan. 18, 2011 was different for me, I felt a something

Around me but didn't see what, I felt angry and started yelling at my mom,

I was so upset and felt so much anger and didn't know why and not knowing

Why just made me madder, After a while of being mean and mad I was told it might be best to

Leave the room for a while, So I left and walked outside, Then I started feeling

Better and returned. Apologized for how I acted and felt much better.

I'm told my uncle can talk to the dead or whatever, And I was just told

That maybe I have what he has. Right now he's to far away to ask,

He's staying in another state with a family member who's in a hospital

Dealing with cancer and a tumor, He sent mom this link to this site and

She made me this account and told me to post my story here and see

If I can find out anything that can help me deal with this, This is hard to deal with,

And emotionally stressful for me to deal with, With my mom to be's help, I

Taking it one day at a time. I want to be home schooled and I never want

To leave the house again, I'm tired of being called a freak or a weirdo

Just because I told someone I thought I could trust about what goes on.

I only talk to a few family relatives on the phone or online, They seem

To understand and know it's not my fault, Everyone else thinks I'm cursed

Or a freak. How am I suppose to live with this knowing I'll never have friends

Or a normal life? Can anyone answer that question? Can anyone imagine

How lonely it is being 14 and having no friends to chat with, my best

Friend/ghost/spirit Sam that used to be here for me doesn't come around

Any more. Does he hate me too because of all this happening in my life?

I feel very sad and depressed, So I'll end my story here and maybe create another one for my other experiences.

Maybe someone

Can shed some light to all this for me, Maybe even give me some hope and a friend I can talk to who will understand what I'm going through.

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SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
Another reason Sam may not be comeing is because you helped him move on. Most spirits need help, that's why they come, but for no other reason. If so, be happy cause You found him happiness.
SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
When I read this I felt sad so I have to comment.
1) Your not a freak. Your gifted, and highly talanted. Some people can't relate and get scared. I am lucky, cause I have two very good friends who understand what it is like to feel things and hear things that aren't normal. I also have only 2 friends. I had no one I could trust when I was 13, and though there were few psychic experiences then, I knew I was different. With no one to talk to, I fell into depression. I met a spirit guide then. A spirit guide is one who is a spirit or angel who guides you threw your toughest times. Everyone has one.
2) No, Sam didn't "leave" you because your wierd. In fact he possibly never left you. Call for him, call out his name, tell him how you feel, and I'm sure he'll come to you.
3) Never let people make you feel small. Be confident in yourself. After a long ordeal, I learned to trust myself. The best friend you can ever have, and your best councile is your self. Have faith.
4) You see to be quite loved by your family (Im so sorry about the hardships you've had to face, and wish you luck)
Your mother to be is trying hard to help. Talk to her, let her know how ou feel, even if people don't understand, its good to get things off your chest. Your lucky that way, my mom would send me to an assylem if I told her that I can hear voices in my head! =P Try to contact your uncle via mail, ask for his help, see if he can clear your mind.
Meditate, its good for you. You can't think when your brain is scrambled, so clear it up by meditating. Its helpfull and easy.
5) Its verrrry important to remember that others opinions on you, don't matter. They can say your a donkey, but that doesn't mean you'll grow hooves, a tail, and start breying! You are only who you are. You should be happy with who you are, the minute your comfortable in your own skin, and confident in yourself, nothing and no one can harm you.
6) Your highly talanted, and the road ahead is not without bumps and obsticles, the key is to remember that there are so many people who love you, and care, and to look beyond the darkness and find the light in everything. Its easy to see the dark side of things, but if you look closer you'll find that there are a lot of very beautiful things as well. Just look. And smile! A big smile! Once again, you have a beautiful gift. Being different is wonderful. This world needs change. If there was no one different in this world, we'd still believe the globe was flat, and that we'd all fall of the edge if we walked too far! Your a gret kid. You can do things others cant, and they are amazing things. You have the oppertunity to help thousands of people. So don't look at it as a urse... Its really not a curse. Its a real gift. Dont ever let any one make you feel other wise.
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
You're right, ghosts have emotions, and often they're the same ones we have. They feel out of place. Either people can't see them or they fear them. Try to help them out. Glad to hear you can talk to them. If you help each other, things will work out fine.
Hope to help
AnandaHya (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)

You will have friends and meet people who share your interest. It might take a while. The other kids are immature and like picking on people, I would like to tell you that they will grow up but some people don't change. You will have to deal with it as you grow older. I know how it like to feel betrayed by someone you trust. It makes you not want to trust anyone again, but that would be unhealthy. The person probably was scared. You said they were your best friend, but if someone did something to scare you you might act similarily. If you can I would forgive them and laugh with them. You can give the illusion that its a joke or you can scare them more by telling them what their dead relatives say (if the ghost talk to you)

However, you choose to live your life, know that you are not alone. You're family seems to be filled with people with gifts. That in itself is a blessing many would envy. I hope you find moments of happiness and joy to treasure in your heart.
SnowAngel12 (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
[at] Angel slayer

Personally this is my opinion but the depth of how spiritual you are connected to god or higher being is the key to keep your mental mind in check. Who else can you turn to when you are down, afraid, scared and happy, your friends and family yes, but that small comfort of a higher being for more personal problems you have a hard time sharing with is in a way essential to your mind. If you were always negative with a negative thought, you will mostly see it in a negative light. Look the bible said certain things about certain subject, to understand the bible you got to decipher it out yourself and ask scholars what they think it might mean. As you ask and learn, you must come to the conclusion of what is right and what is wrong, because a scholar is only telling you their opinions on what it means. Unless you have an actual heavenly messenger giving you a sign or message in real life to live a certain way, I don't really think you will go with that message just there and then, because you might doubt it. That is why we were given free will to choose to believe it or not.

The things you call "dark stuff" now that is quite a huge range of definition of how people can do dark stuff. Murder, hate, jealously, anger etc... Emotions that have evil intentions behind their act could be said to be dark stuff. Somewhere in the bible it did say something about mediums, divination, reading omens, etc. We as a person could interpret it many ways as well. Funny thing about the bible though is that it sometimes contradicts itself and other times it doesn't. In the bible their are seers that god talked too, and god did not condemned every single one of them as well as they had gifts as well. Now the question is the intentions behind the motives you use your abilities either to benefit yourself or the others.

You going to hell I don't know. Why are you asking us such questions XD. I don't even know if I'm going to hell or heaven either, even a priest or pastor can't tell you where you will end up in. >.< and if they do then they either are blessed to see your future or their trying to make you feel better or worse... Yes fearing your death and what comes next is a scary thought, but why worry about what you will see when you die when you must worry about now when you are living. You should first sooth your mind to what you need to do now and live the life you want but not fool hardy that you know will end up in hell where you are afraid to go.

If you want to ask more go ahead. If your not comfortable to talk you can always email me on my profile.
Angel_Slayer (1 stories) (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-25)
Thanks to everyone who posted, I'm pleased to find out that I'm not the only one who is having this problem. I feel like less of a freak and more like a kid with a puzzle that's missing pieces. I'd like to find a way to shut this all out and find some piece of mind. Oracle101 I read your articles, They explain a lot, you must be amazing.
A5 thank you, yes I see and hear them, Sometimes it feels like I can feel their energy, Not sure that's the right words, I wanted to say their feelings, But I have no idea if they even have feelings, I don't see them all the time, Some times I just hear them, Someone turns off my electric heater on me almost daily, lol I feel like maybe it's a game one's playing on me, But when I do see them is when it scares me the most. Yes ghostgirl3512, I know what you mean about it messing with my sleep, I kind of lost the meaning of sleeping at night. Usually around 5am - 8 am before I am able to get to sleep.
Yes whitebuffalo, My uncle is of blood relation, My real mom's brother,He's handling enough with my cousins health I don't want to be a thorn in his side, Thank you for that advice I'll try it.
I haven't seen that psychic kids show yet but my mom to be also told me about it and I'll try and watch it once. No problem eye24, I didn't take it the wrong way. I'll be sure to look for that book psychic self defense by Dion Fortune and others, Thanks and sorry it took me so long to reply to you all. I believed in God and some times read the bible and prayed at night. Does having this mean I shouldn't believe in God any more? I mean is this like dark stuff like witchcraft or evil things? I guess that's one thing that bothers me real bad, Are we sinners? Will I go to hell when I die? Sorry for the questions, but I really need the answers.

hippy (1 stories) (18 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-24)
Hello AS,

I was in your situation a while back and understand. People get intimidated by you being special. My great grandfather was a healer, and my mother speaks in tongues, yet, when I shared that I could hear thoughts or speak to people through their minds, I was immediately chastised.

It's not a matter of being a freak. You are you and there is nothing better than that. One time I made a presentation to a group of spirits that were in my room trying to talk to me. I did it over a microphone, my parents were creeped out. Never see it as a defect, always look at it as a privilege. It will make the days go by faster, and the nights less intimidating.

If you want some reading? Check out psychic self defense by Dion Fortune. She covers a lot of strengths to build up as you become more aware of your abilities.

Blessed Be,

Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)

You are NOT a freak. It sounds as though you've been through a lot, and on top of that you are sensitive to the spirit world. Many people may not be able to relate to your experiences, but please do no think that there is anything wrong with you.

Whitebuffalo is right, you will find many supportive people on this website--feel free to email me (adaryn7 [at] if you need someone to talk to and I will help where I can.

Blessed be
eye24 (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
sorry I said weird thing
And I'm psychic too
eye24 (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
see I'm dealing with the same thing but their some stuff you tell to a friends and some not. And this statement goes for some friend that doesn't believe in these weird things. So before you tell them everything on the table just ask him/her do you believe in ghost stuff like that, but don't come up to her/him and be like do you believe in ghost out of nowhere. You know the best way is to meditate and when your at school just block any energy that comes to you because that made me depress and it might be to you too. And you can watch show called the psychic kids. That might help you understand what you are a little bite
whitebuffalo (guest)
13 years ago (2011-01-22)
This is where my thought process seems to deviate from the group.
I do not believe that each and every person who can visualise the Dearly Departed is a Medium, or a Psychic. I believe that there are degrees to the abilities, and our Higher Power knows what we can personally handle, or LEARN to handle.
Cursed? No, Sweetie. You are not cursed, and you are NOT a freak. I wish you could "see" what I read.
You are in a loving environment (I am SO sorry for all that you have come through), have found a support group, and are in the process of being carried through this.
I need to ask. The Uncle that can see. Is he your soon to be Uncle, or is he blood relation? Not that it truly matters, I am just curious. Is it possible that HE can "guide" you, via mail, e-mail or the like? Sounds like your soon to be Mom is a great help.
What I would suggest is you (say this all in your head. It is ok) just say "This is too much for me to handle. I am not comfortable with all of you just now." If you WISH to try to communicate, tell them one at a time.
Yes. You CAN do that.
If you want it all to stop, tell them to leave. If you need to, ask your soon to be Mom to help you with that. Even if she just sits by and is "just" there.
Thank you.
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-20)
You're not a freak. It's just the people in your school that can't accept it. Few people know that I'm a medium, but the one's who do don't see me any diffrently.

Being a medium is a thrilling experience. It can be scary, but it's also amazing. It can feel like a curse at times, especially if spirits annoy you when your trying to sleep (happens a LOT with me)

I'm 14 too and if you ever want to talk, my email is posted on my profile.

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
I still feel like a freak. I did starting at age thirdteen and had visions, etc.
I'm so sorry about your parents and everything that has gone wrong for you.
But look at it from a different angle-you talk to ghosts-I do often but can rarely see them. They are so much wiser than normal people and give great advice. Between this site and them you should be able to get a pretty good idea of what's going on. Check out the glossary here, it was the first site I found involving people like us:
When spirits come to you, it's almost always because either you or they need help. I personally depend on ghosts a lot. Maybe someday you can talk to your parents. I'm sure they watch out for you.
For now know you aren't alone. I know what it's like to be fourteen and feel weird. But I lie about it so nobody knows.
The ghosts around you are nothing to fear. Just look at the one who became your first friend. Be yourself.
I feel most comfortable in half-light as well. What I can say is read, listen to music, and keep in contact with the spirits around you. They'll be able to help you more than anyone. And your grandfather.
I know how you feel, trust me. But you aren't a freak. You have a gift that is hard to get used to and you're going through a hard time. In my opinion your handling it pretty well.
There's something about this age that makes things get acute. You're not alone.
Hope to help
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
To understand Mediumship please read my articles on that subject. It may shed some light on what is in store for you in the years ahead and better prepare you.

Psychic Medium for 44 years
Always happy to help others
Sunspotter (6 stories) (109 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
I'm finally coming to terms with being a medium myself- just the thought has always scared the hell out of me, so I shun ghosts, demons, and the whatnot away. I always hear them calling my name, though.

Well, there's nothing you can do but try to work with it. You WILL have friends, just try. Don't be afraid. It's good that you came here- try to find help or a teacher to control your abilities. Once you can control something, it's a lot easier. When you begin to learn what you're doing and how to shut it out when you want to shut it out, it'll be a lot easier;) I'm around your age, so if you ever need someone to talk to, just send me an email (Lizardwarrior55 [at] and I'll answer your questions to the best of my ability. I personally wouldn't suggest telling just anyone- only people you know you can trust. Trust me, this is just a stage- it gets better.
Andreacali (3 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
Me and a few of my friends have psychic/medium abilities, and a lot of people know! It's seriously nothing to be ashamed of, and even though people think it's weird, which people always will, who cares about what they think? In the case of having a lot of friends, you really only need a few close people. Your mom sounds like she's very nice and supportive and when your uncle gets back you'll have him to talk to also. To answer your question, no this isn't the life of a medium. It's just a temporary issue that will be grown out. I'm 14 too, and I'm an empath, so I completely understand what you're going through if you ever want someone to talk to, I'm here. Think of it as a gift, not a curse.

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