I want to share some of my experiences so I can help others that are the same, as I have received so much help from this site! For 20 years now I have been hearing "a voice" just outside my head. I remember the first time. I was riding my bike home from work and I heard a firm but gentle voice say "You are going to do this... (left out for personal reasons) and Terry is going to have a car accident". I was shaken and fearful and did not understand. So I shoved it from my mind. Two weeks later Terry (my boyfriend) did have a car accident and a man was killed. The other instruction was a certain path in life that I had to choose between 2 years later. I chose not to go that direction, and have only suffered and struggled in life in certain areas because of ignoring it.
I have had many different experiences since then. Death is always involved. I also have visions, little movie clips that come on in my mind. All of those visions, whether it is something in my own life, or in another I know, have manifested at a later date. I also "feel" others energies and have telepathically picked up on their thoughts in my dreams. But I would say that I am stronger in the visual and hearing, more so than the feeling. I was warned and told of my own child's death ever so gently. I also have a "knowing" inside of many things, without hearing a voice or seeing a vision.
There is one thing that has caused much sorrow in my life since I heard it, and I feel I must just wait for it in it's right time, because I am sure it will eventually manifest itself. I am married with 5 children to the man I chose over my "true" life path, which was told to me 20 years ago. Seven years ago I met a man who I felt an instant soul connection to, something I do not have with my husband. Before I, against my will, fell in love with this man and he with me, I heard the same "voice" tell me that "he would be a father to my children one day". The proof in this amazing bit of information is in being told BEFORE I had feelings for him, not AFTER when I could be sure that my own wishful thoughts were included. There has been no physical relationship, only secret, painful love. Many years on, I have to live with this everyday, because there is absolutely no way I will leave my husband and break up my beautiful family unit. I have prayed and asked for help continually with this, and have received much help. I was told to "love my husband until the end."
With me, so much of the information that I am given, has to do with sorrow and death. I have appreciated being able to talk about it. I would love to hear from others (especially women my age in their 40's) who maybe have experienced similar things. Who maybe have been told of who they would marry before they actually fell in love? I have only gone deeper with this gift (sometimes a blessing, sometimes a curse!) and have just recently had 2 prophetic dreams of the flood destruction that has hit Queensland, Australia. I know this is not a dream site, but with what I experience and feel and know, the premonition that is given me, is either by a "voice", a vision, a "knowing" or in a dream. I feel it is my guardian spirit or angel with the "voice". And the most beautiful thing I have ever heard from them was a gentle voice in my right ear that said "we are lights to guide you home". And they are only guiding us through life, showing us our "true" path in life. Thank you for reading and any help. God bless.