Alright, here's the story. From the moment I regained consciousness (about 14 years ago, this is a whole different story) it feels like I've been stuck in some sort of time paradox. Its as if "time" flows forward just as normal but pretty much my entire life I have had the same exact conversation with every single person. No matter who I talk to, no matter who talks to me, no matter what I do, I hear the same god damn words come out of every ones mouth. I can tell a person about something that they have no idea about and like a week later they come up to me to tell me what I told them like I don't know. Its at a point that I don't even need (or want to for that matter) to "hang" around anyone because I already know what they are going to say and do. My life has been nothing but SSDD (I'm assuming that people are mature enough to know what that means) I already know that humans live a routine life, i.e sleep, eat, work, but is it normal to have the same exact conversation with people?
My questions are that is this a curse? Or is this how normal humans are with each other? Is it just the people in my idiotic town that are like this or is the rest of the world just as stupid.
Can anyone answer me because I'm going freaking insane hearing the same idiotic things over and over again.
I've thought long and hard about what I've been going through but all I can come up with is that human existence is completely and utterly pointless.
If anyone doesn't understand or needs me to clarify something just ask.