Ever since I was a little kid, I've felt like I've been watched. Constantly. When I was young, it only ever really creeped me out when I watched something scary or was alone in the dark, but it generally felt really distant. Like something was just observing me off in the distance.
However, a few years back, it felt a bit closer. I would sit in a restaurant, in a booth, and I would feel like it was in a booth a few rows back. But even then, I could really just liken the feeling to a stalker observing me. Granted, it's still a bit creepy, but it has been a constant in my life. Recently, though, it's changed even more. It started feeling like it wanted to kill me a few weeks ago, like it was completely and incredibly hostile and furious, and it felt as if it was right behind me, practically breathing down my neck. It scared me, put me on edge, and I felt like I was losing my mind.
Then, once again, it changed. About two days ago it backed up, and now it feels like it's just waiting patiently. For something. And this happened shortly after I discovered that, feeling and personality-wise, I'm not all that human (I know, a strange realization, but it's true.)
Generally, I can visualize something. Be it giving something a color, shape, texture (yes, visualizing texture hahaha), and whatever else. However, this, I still have absolutely no idea. I never have, and it's starting to worry me. I can't see a shape, color, nothing. Does anyone know what this could be? I know it isn't a haunting, so I honestly need some help here. And I'm pretty sure I'm not crazy.
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