My names Jeremy, I'm 16 years old. Before I came to recognize my psychic abilities of me being an empath and a possible healer along with other things that I might not realize, I've had astral projection experiences. The first one I can remember that felt incredibly real was one night when I went to bed and I woke up and I fell out of my bed (while I was in my astral body). I got up and I felt like something evil was in my room. I stood up and walked out into the hallway by my room. Everything was in that negative form where light is black and dark is white. Everything was like that I went down the stairs and into my dining room to see everything still in that negative form. I stood there and I was kind of scared because I had no idea what was happening to me. Then something tackled me to the ground. It looked like my mom but it's not so clear.
When I realized what this actually was I began to have other experiences. Once I started to float up and I saw the back of my head because I was on my back. I heard that really loud ringing sound and my body was in sleep paralysis. I got really scared because I immediately thought about the movie Insidious and that guy lol. A few months go by without having one and I pretty much asked my spirit guide and whoever else that was good with me to let me have another experience. That night I did and it was quicker. I floated out of my body super fast and I tried to turn around but then I got scared because my back was facing the ceiling.
Finally my last most recent experience was a couple days ago. It was much more different and I was more relaxed when I felt it coming on. In a way it felt good but it felt like I was getting pulled out of my body. This happened about five times and I was mentally conscious of this happening to me. It felt like I was in two places at once; my real body and my astral body. The last time it happened when I got sick of it I just let it go. When I did that I was completely paralyzed but when I opened my eyes, everything was in that negative form again. I heard a voice and it was a girl who sounded relatively young. Her voice was really peaceful the only words I remembered was the word "allure" and "indeed". I know there was other words but that's all I can remember.
Now I'm still afraid to experience these things because I'm afraid to run into something bad or negative. I want to be able to do this and see as much as I possibly can because I heard people walked to different places and once I heard someone went to space... I'm not sure if that's real but all I hear is mostly good things coming out of this, and in some cases it changed people's lives. I'm not encouraging people to try this because it could mess with their mind. In my opinion you should be someone who is either really balanced and grounded or really spiritual if you are to try this or want to experience it. I seem to be able to access this willingly when I raise my vibration and listen to binaural beats on YouTube, also when I ask God and my spirit guide and my guardian angels I seem to be able to have some event happen to me. Well that's my story
I don't really have a question, but if anyone can give me insight on something they experienced that was really similar to this like seeing things in negative, being pulled out of your body etc. Thanks!