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I'm Confused About What Is Happening. Am I Gifted?

 

Dear readers,

I have always known that I am different, but until now, I had no idea why. To begin with, I was born and raised in a devout Christian family, which makes my experiences a little bit trickier. I am more gifted (or at least I think I have gifts) in premonitions than I am in my medium abilities. I think that I may have some precognition also, because I experience and go through things that I have seen before all of the time, but until I experience the situation, I don't remember that I have dreamt of it before.

Anyways, here are some of my true experiences.

October 2011: I was playing a fun game of chutes and ladders on my tablet. All of a sudden, a number popped into my mind, so I focused on that number, and spun the wheel. It landed on the number that I was thinking about. I thought that it was rather odd, so I tried it again to prove to myself that it was just chance. I got it right again. Then, I tried it again. I ended up getting it right seven times in a row before turning off my game in fear.

December 2011: I was playing go fish during my gym class with my best friend. I told her about the written above, and she kept claiming that I was magical, but I know that I am not a witch. Then, she tried testing me. The cards we were playing with had fruit pictures on them, and she shuffled, then held out the stack to me. She told me that she was going to prove me wrong about being a witch, then she asked me which card was on top. Before I could even think, banana slipped out of my mouth. She flipped over the card, and out of fifty what one could it be but the banana card.

February 2012: At my house, there are eighteen solar lights lining our sidewalk. I was in my upstairs room looking out of the window. It was an extremely cloudy day, and the sun hadn't appeared once in the sky. I happen to be a rather random person, so my thoughts drifted off to fire, how it was life and light. As soon as I thought the word light, every single solar light turned on. Even on sunny days, not all of them work, and on a day like that the ones that did work shouldn't have turned on for another hour or two, but everyone was bright and lit up.

March 2012: I did some research online, and stumbled across this site. I decided to try telekinesis. I put my iPad playlist on shuffle, picked a song at random, and turned off the screen. When the song was almost over, I placed my hand on the screen (that was still off) and focused on my favorite song. I waited for a short while, and when the song ended, my favorite song/the song that I was focused on began to play. I was freaked out in a good, scared kind of way, but I thought that it could have been chance, so I tried it again to make sure, and I got it right once more.

April 2012: I was on Netflix, watching a television show. I thought about and episode that I had seen part of on the tv, and instantly wished that I could watch it, but I had no clue which of the 98 episodes it could be. So I scrolled down the list, and my finger stopped on a random one, so I clicked play, and it was the exact episode that I had been thinking of only a half-hour before.

So there are my latest premonition experiences. I have also recently learned that apparently, not everyone can see the flashes, orbs, and moving shadows that I have always been able to see. I thought that that was normal. But now that I have found out that I might have a gift, I have been able to see one spirit full form, but he was only there for the blink of an eye. I told him that I would help him cross over, because he has been at my house since we moved in fourteen years ago, but I never thought that he could be a spirit, I actually until a couple of years ago, didn't think that spirits really existed on earth at all. I also found out that it isn't normal that I could actually see flashes of my "imaginary" friends when I was little. My mom always dismissed it as overactive imagination, but I'm not so sure about that now. Also, lately I have begun to watch the show, Long Island Medium, and her description of children with medium abilities (ex. Fear of being in a room by themselves, feeling an unseen presence in the room, wanting lights on all the time, endless anxiety, and unexplained emotional sensitivity) match my description perfectly. In was always made fun of when I was little because I was always so emotionally sensitive for no reason, and so afraid of everything. I don't know why I acted the way I did, I always dismissed it as a sort of second personality of myself, but wouldn't I have known if I were a medium?

The only person that knows about my experiences is my closest best friend, and of course, God. I don't think I can tell anyone else. My parents wouldn't understand, my teachers would call me satanic, and the kids at school would think I'm a freak and make jokes of me. I know that if I have a gift, it is from God and I am to use it to help others, but nobody else that I know would understand that. My teachers think that reading Harry Potter makes one satanic. What would they say to all of this? Am I even gifted? Or am I just an overanxious freak with a lot of weird chances? Please help.

P.S. Sorry this was so long, but I thought that it was necessary to include everything.

Thank you:)

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Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-06-02)
Ch3veyo,

Haha. I'm sorry that you are being tortured. Four hours is lot, they must be really big tests. Do you go to public school? I know that the ones up here had their SOLs this week. And you have business class? I. Am. Jealous. 😊 well, I'm sure that you did very well on your tests, from what you've written, I'd say that you're really smart. 😊 Was today your last day of school? If it was, I hope it was good.
Love,
Colorfulpeep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-31)
colorfulpeep

Sorry I took so long! I had a four day weekend (I had friday and monday off) and I couldn't use the computer on thursday. Good job on your test!
Im taking my math and history ones today. Ugh. TORTURE! Four hours of endless testing! Then tomorrow I have my business test, my science test, and my language arts test. 6 hours of testing! NOOO! Its two hours each test! Well I will just have to suck it up I guess haha.
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-26)
Ch3veyo,
Zaxby's pizza is pretty good 😊. I'm glad that you had fun, and I'm sorry that you had to clean. I understand with the hatred of testing:) I had 6 exams this past week... Not fun 😊, but I got A's on all of them, so I guess it's okay:)
I'm really sorry that I didn't reply sooner, but I've been studying for hours on end so I got no computer time:) then I got a guitar yesterday and I've been playing it non-stop, I'm having to type with one hand because the blisters are so bad. Haha
I hope that you do really well on your tests:)
Love
Colorful peep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-22)
colorfulpeep

HEY! I never had the pizza haha instead we ate at zaxby's which was still pretty good 😁. I had my prom which was pretty fun although I had to stay and help for a bit. And that is very cool! I cannot wait for summer! I do hate that I have a lot of testing that last week of school ugh but I will get through it yay!
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-19)
Ch3veyo,
😊 I'm happy that you get your favorite pizza. Haha, I've never had hungry howies before, but I have heard that it is amazingly delicious.
I would kill to go to a prom. My school doesn't have anything like a prom until junior year, and then, it's just a dinner. Unfortunately, my denomination believes that people shouldn't dance, which I think is completely stupid. πŸ˜• But I hope that you have an awesome time at yours:)
My school ends on Friday. I'm so excited to be out of school and enjoying myself without hours upon hours of homework:) Hehe
Love,
Colorful peep;)
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-17)
colorfulpeep

Yes thank god he is gone! And well I have kind of like a prom coming up on saturday which I am happy about. And school is ending in like 2 weeks! And I'm eating pizza tomorrow 😁. And its my favorite pizza: pepperoni pizza from hungry howies. It is the best!

Thanks!
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-13)
Ch3veyo,

I'm so glad that you are okay and that the mean spirit left 😊. Anything exciting going on lately?
Love, Colorfulpeep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-09)
colorfulpeep

Aww thank you so much! That's funny because I was thinking about that the other day. Its funny how we became friends so fast out of nowhere. I wasn't even suppose to be on this site, I just stumbled across it and now look!
No I have not gone to puerto rico yet. It will be in june or july. Thank you for worrying though 😊
And yes he is pretty mean! But he went away thank goodness, he probably just wanted to mess with me or something.
Thank youu!
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-08)
Dear Ch3veyo,
Hi 😊! I'm sorry about that spirit, he sounds pretty mean.
Did you go to puerto rico yet? Or is that later. I burst into tears the other day, because I am so afraid for you. I haven't been able to eat or fall asleep since you told me. Even though I don't know who you are it's like I know you. This is odd, but it's like I feel your emotions, and you through the computer. (not in a stalker way though) it's like we've been best friends for ages, you know, and I haven't even met you. If you haven't gone to puerto rico yet, you had better comment and let me know you're all right the second you get home. (please) 😊 Still praying unceasingly.
Love
Colorful peep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-07)
colorfulpeep

Thank you for replying! Sorry it took me so long.
Yeah the gun thing was real funny haha.
Thank you so much for praying for me I really appreciate it it means a lot.
I had written a whole bunch for you to read and out of nowhere, it all deleted by itself. I was like um ok. Then I started writing all over again and the mouse moved by itself and clicked x and exited out. I was talking about a spirit that has been bothering me and won't leave me alone and I am guessing he is pretty mad. I am sure he is the one that did this. I just saw him swerve by me. So I am guessing that he does not want me to talk about it right now because if I try it will delete again so I will not even try.
Thanks! 😁
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-04)
Ch3veyo,

That's really cool what you did with the price gun thing:)
I bet the cashier was confused why it all of a sudden stopped working 😁.
I am so so sorry about your dream 😒. That must be quite scary. I don't know if you believe in God, but I do, and I will be praying unceasingly for your safety in your travels. I will add you to my prayer list at school too, but I won't tell them about psychic or anything, I'll just tell them that you are afraid and in need of prayer for travel. God knows what is going on, and the power of prayer is strong.
My dreams almost always come true too, but the one with my grandmother didn't. Maybe you have a demonic entity in your house that is sending you bad visions. Try burning sage and saging your home. That gets rid of demonic energies usually. Does your mom know about your gift? If so, tell her why you don't want to go. Perhaps she will understand.
Love,
Colorfulpeep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-03)
i am very scared because what I think or dream always ends up happening. The other day I had a dream that I was on an airplane and it ended up crashing in the water. It was horrible. It was as if I was actually there, the water filling my lungs and everything. Then that same day my mom tells me that we are going to puerto rico. I thought "oh no please" I keep begging her not to go. I really do not want to but she says I HAVE to. Then the other day I had a dream that we were all on an airplane and I was very anxious about my dreams. Then we were flying and I thought, oh its not bad. Next thing you know we crash and die. I'm afraid that is exactly what is going to happen 😒
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-03)
colorfulpeep

Thanks for replying! Sorry about your grandma😒 but I can assure you that she is in a much better place now. And Irish? SUPER COOL! I too see things through my dreams. I see what is going to happen the next day through my dreams its pretty crazy. The other day I was at lowe's and the cashier was scanning things and I was like "hmm this is a good time to test my powers" and in my mind I was thinking about the little scanning gun not working and I thought "stop working stop working" as I stared at it and next thing you know the thing shut down. It was simple but cool. God knows what else I can do with my mind haha. But I'm afraid to try anything else. I don't want anything bad happening.
Thank you for reading! 😁
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-01)
P.s. I think it's really sweet that your account name is the name of your spirit guardian 😊.
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-05-01)
Dear ch3veyo,

Wow 😊, you and your family have such awesome and strong gifts! Your heritage is very strong, too. I am not Spanish, Puerto Rican, or Native American, but I'm almost full blood Irish, they are very strong with spirits too, which is where I think my gift originates. I think that my grandmother was a medium, but I didn't find out until later in her life. She was diagnosed with dimensia, a form of Alzheimer's, and when it became bad, I noticed her talking to people that had been dead for years, and when she began talking to them, I could feel a presence in the room, too. There was an evil spirit in her house though, because he would send me horrible dreams and visions of my grandmother being posessed and holding a butchers knife over my sleeping body, but then her face would contort into a demonic mask before I would wake up in tears. But my grandmother was a kind and gentle woman, and would do nothing to hurt me. Unfortunately, she passed away last year 😒, but she was sick, and needed to go be with Jesus.
But I think I got my gifts from her. My spirit is always with me, like yours is always with you. Mine hasn't told me his name yet, but he talks to me a lot now. He tells me things like, hi, or watch out if something is coming at me, and he helps me understand others better. Now that I have realized my gift I see his form more easily, too.
It kind of scared me, the other day, I was sitting in English class, and my friend kept calling my name. He wouldn't shut up, and I was getting annoyed, so I looked up at him, and then I glared at the poster on the wall next to him. I felt a pulling feeling in my stomach, and the poster crashed down and hit his neck. I felt really bad, because I know that I did that, but I didn't mean to. He kind of deserved it though. 😊
And I'm sorry that your teacher is mean to you, I have rude teachers also. One of my teachers through a sock with a giant bouncy ball in it at me once and it hit me in the head. Haha, good old Mr. Sid. Haha
Thanks for replying and I'm glad you saw my comment reply thingy.:) love, Colorfulpeep
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-30)
Colorfulpeep

Yes it is amazing. Out of billions of people on this earth, me and you are one of the few "chosen ones". My aunt is kind of like a witch I guess you could say. I'm puerto rican so I come from native american descent and spanish (as in Spain) and other places which all have to do with spirits and all that. Her spirit mother is like the godess of all spirits. My aunt looks exactly like her even though this lady lived like thousands of years ago. I am her grandson. My aunt has amazing abilities. Spirits are able to possess her. Good ones and bad. One time she caught this lady trying to get all over her husband and sleep with him. She got furious. She said that she was so mad that when she was in the shower her eyes rolled back and felt an evil spirit trying to get into her. Shes not the type of person that would do bad stuff to anyone but she was just super mad. She said that bad things will happen to her and the lady was like pff whatever. The next day the lady lost her job, got into a car accident, her husband left her, her dog died, and her house caught on fire. That's the power that my aunt has. I'm also 14 and my aunt told me about her powers almost a year ago. She told me how she could communicate with the dead and all that. I believed her because I too could see things and all but I was kind of skeptical about it. This last year has been rough and I have been super depressed, I got an eating disorder and even started cutting myself. One day she calls me and says, "why do you do that" and I was like huh? And she said "i know what you do, but I need to hear it from you" and I was like umm what? And she said "why do you cut your wrists?" and my jaw dropped. And I was like how did you know and she said, remember I know everything. Then she asked me what I did it with. I said "why do you want to know" then her voice changed and said " you don't ask why, you just tell OK?" I was scared because I knew it wasn't her talking anymore. There are a whole bunch of wonderful powers that she has. She is even able to leave her body! One day she traveled all the way from boston to florida where I live. She decided to pass by my house. I haven't seen her in YEARS and I was so happy because her and I have always been very close. She left a dead person with me. As in a spirit to protect me. His name is Cheveyo which is my username. It means "spirit warrior" he is with me at all times. And I know this because I can feel him walking around, I feel wind, my bed sometimes sinks in as if he was sitting down, my curtains open and close and all that. I know I'm safe because I trust him. Sometimes at night I hear talking and its always a lady with a man but I can't understand what they are saying because its muffled. Also one last thing, last night I had a dream where I was in school and my friend was like hey, I got new extensions! Today at school (which I'm in right now haha this is what I do in my free time 😁) she tells me check out my new extensions! Pretty simple but cool how I knew what was going to happen today. Also one time I got mad at this teacher which I hate because he was super rude to me and I had such anger torwards him and the next day he tells us that he had to go because his dad got cancer. Then another time I got super mad at him and he told us that his best friend had a stroke. Then morning I was thinking about how mad he made me and I was like I hope something happens to him this morning. Then he came to school all red because a whole bunch of hot coffee spilled on his face. Sorry this message is so long its just that I have A LOT to say. Thanks for replying!
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-29)
Dear ch3veyo,
I hope that you get this comment. First of all, thank you for sharing your story. We have quite a lot in common. I am very sorry about you dreams of passing relatives, and your child. I had a very strange dream the other day, where I saw myself being taken away from my daughter to protect her, but I'm only fourteen... I don't have any children. I'm not quite sure what it meant, but I understand how you feel. I forgot to mention in my article that I am also empathetic. I was in a chat with my friend one time, and all she wrote was hi. I knew instantly that she was extremely upset, but I didn't write that, because I didn't know of my gifts yet. I asked her how she was, and she wrote back that her dog had just died, and she was really sad.
Last night I was at my friends house, and we were sitting outside her window on her roof. We were talking about psychic abilities, because I think that she is a psychic too, and I was telling her about the spirit at my house. I told her that I wanted to help him cross over, and she told me that sometimes we shouldn't help them, because they could be evil and they always want something. I disagreed with her, but she kept insisting that it was evil. All of a sudden, the worst feeling hit me, and she felt it too at the same time. I know that she angered my spirit, and now I am afraid that he is mad at me too, and I'm worried that he will try to hurt me. But I pray to God to protect me, so I hope that He will, and that my spirit will forgive my friend.
I can finish people's sentences also. I thought that that was normal... Guess not, huh? It's funny how many things that I thought everybody could do, but only special people can. How do normal people live? I use my gifts so often without even realizing it, it is kind of cool... I feel all happy and special 😊.
Thanks again for the comment, hope to hear back from you 😊.
Love,
Colorfulpeep
Show_Me (guest)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-26)
You do have a gift. I have the same gift, they mostly come through dreams. Just to let you know, there are levels of helping spirits cross over. First you have to know how to. I am not at that level yet but plan to be there soon. Like Ghost whisper, Jennifer helps and cross them over but it also depends on the spirit if they want to cross over or not.

I did not know I had this gift until last year. First I had to acknowledge that I had this gift. Then I usually meditate and clear my mind. You draw more energy or power by meditating. If it comes to a point where you get scared, ask for protection.
ch3veyo (9 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-26)
Sounds like me 😁 trust me you're not the only one. I see shadows all the time, I hear people talking as if they were right next to me, I see things fly, I even saw my grandpa who died in 2002 as if he was standing right in front of me. Last night, I had a dream that my dad said "im going to take you to get a haircut" this morning he said the exact same thing. The other day my teacher was passing out books and they are all numbered. The number 6 popped in my head. I tapped my friend and I told him "watch me get number 6" next thing you know my teacher puts the book with the number 6 on my desk. I know when someone is sad or is going through a tough time. For example I saw one of my good friends in my dream crying. I had that dream for about 4 days until I went up to her and said "there's something wrong in your life, you are depressed" and she opened her mouth and said "how did you know, I haven't told anything to anyone" also another time I had a dream that I was walking torwards a funeral with my other friend and we were dressed in black and that morning she calls me and tells me that her grandpa died. Another thing is that I can finish other peeoples sentences. I know what they are going to say. I know what is going to happen. One time a couple of years ago, my good friend who is older than I am took me to the movie theatre. We left and we were waiting on the right lane. The light turned green and I got this gut wrenching feeling and I yelled "STOP!" and she freaked out and stopped and next thing you know a car coming from the other side crashes into the car that kept going behind us. If I wouldn't have said anything we would have been crushed. The other was in flames. That's how bad it was. She just looked at me with her mouth wide open. I can also smell when my grandpa is around. I can sense him. I can sense peoples emotions. I know when the phone is going to ring right before it does. Also I need help. Last night in my dream after my dad told me he was going to take me to get a haircut, I had a second dream where I was in a funeral and I stood up and I yelled "NO NO NO!" and I grabbed the casket and opened it and the body fell out. All my family was there except for someone who was missing. I'm not sure who but not everyone was there and something tells me that the person that wasn't there is the person in the casket. I'm scared cause I don't know who is going to die soon. Also I keep having dreams where I become a dad and when I hold my baby its dead.
Colorfulpeep (2 stories) (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-26)
Thank you so much for the comments, I really appreciate them 😊. Y'all said that your gifts didn't make sense until you were around fifteen, which is exactly my age 😊 I will be fifteen soon. I will definitely look up the book, whitewitch222, thank you. I just really wish that I could control my abilities, I'm so afraid that someone will be hurt because I don't truly understand all that I can do. Thanks again sooo much for the comments and advice 😊
dreamer473 (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-26)
Hi! I actually believe you have a gift as well. Sounds very similar and I can definitely relate. No, you're not crazy. I thought I was too and never seemed to fit in with the rest of the kids. I have found myself drawn to television shows, both reality and produced for entertainment about psychic abilities and ghosts. I've always had premonitions in my dreams, and just thought it was normal. When I became a teen, it all started to make a bit more sense. I was taken to psychiatrists, put on medication etc until my parents saw with their own eyes exactly what I had warned them about, due to a nightmare, a couple of days before. Don't give up on yourself. Research all you can and you will find a way to use your gift to help others. But, do be careful not to abuse it. No sense in taking any chances anyway.
destineelynne (guest)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-25)
I believe you do have a gift. I know from expeirence that it can be confusing and very scary at times. Just keep in mind that you have to ability to keep enhancing this gift. 😁
whitewitch222 (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-25)
Your gift sounds a lot like mine. It started when I was young and I would dream things that would really happen. It wasn't until I was about 15 did I start to understand it. I would even start playing mind games with my friends. Your gift can be more powerful if you Learn to enhance it. Find the book "Your psychic potential." I used this as my starter book to help understand my gift and also use it to its full potential. Congratulations
jess8891 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-04-25)
I took the time to read this and I do believe you indeed have a gift. Don't overuse it though.

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