Before I start my story, I would like to ask anyone how has the book called The knowing (ebook). The link is death. What I find tough searching is useless.
I start working at a call-center. After working there for like six months something happened on a Sunday (I think it was).
Just like every call, I greet the customer friendly and directly I taste/felt an old man how just had drank his coffee. That is what I felt, What I taste was coffee in the back of my throat. I can tell you that I hadn't drank any coffee myself. The taste of coffee was heavy black coffee no milk and sugar. I was shocked and it was gross to actually taste something like I wouldn't never drink.
The next Sunday it happened again but with more customers (Man, woman, young, old). The next Sunday too and so on it went like 3 months, after that I could not take it anymore because I start to feel their emotion/problems.
It was difficult to handle every Sunday more than 20 persons feeling/taste/problems. I had my own problems then.
I had to study, flow a trainee ship and work at call-center. Schedule: starting 8.45 school until 15. 00 or 16.55. Then starting to work at 18.00. When I was done early at school I had to go to the company to work as trainee until 17. 00 flowed by working 18. 00 until 22.00. Traveling back to home, eating and resting I usually slept around 01.00. I had no weekends because I had to work 16 hours in the weekend.
-----------This information is because I want to know if my brain was playing games with me or something else.---------------
After long stories, now comes the question.
- What do you call the experiences?
- What could/may have been " activating" this in me?
I am now trying to get it back, but I don't have any progress. I don't know how, because I am afraid that I can't manage the level of input from the people around me. What I mean is, would it be for me possible to abode the level of incoming feeling/taste/emotion?
Any ideas with that.
Thank you for reading and your time.