I just have to share this story. I am alex, at present I'm 21 and have been inactive with my abilities to see and speak to things that exist beyond our world. But before my inactivity, I started having this ability when I accidentally found a Ouija board in our basement about 13 years ago.
I was playing with the said board in our living room area at around 9pm. I found the dusty board behind a crack in our basement a few hours before I had started to play with it. I guess that was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life. To cut the long story short, I played with the said board and it gave me a name. A name I cannot divulge to the public. All I can say is that it is a demonic name. Actually, at that time, I found the board quite amusing. Amusing in a way that the glass piece was moving by itself spelling out that certain name. I didn't really feel anything but a distinct wind coming from behind me. Before I knew it, the glass piece wasn't on the board anymore. I tried to look for it but I couldn't find it. I told my mom about the board and the name it gave me and told me to burn it and throw it away. I complied with her request because I was too naive to think things through. 3 days later, at around 3 in the afternoon, I saw the glass piece thing on our kitchen counter, pointing towards the room my nanny. When I found it, it didn't really occur to me that it was a sign or anything. I just found it odd to be there 3 days after I had burned the board. That was when I started to feel something odd, something unnatural I had never felt before. I felt like something was in the air, like smoke that is trying to choke you. It was later that evening that we all saw my nanny get possessed by a spirit, the name that came from the board. It mentioned its name to us, even the exorcist was shocked. I, being a young timid boy at that time, hid behind my grandmother who was aiding the priest to release my nanny from the spirit. I vaguely remember all the things it said. All I do recall is that she/he said something about our house being "visited" a lot. Then my nanny started to laugh. After a long while of praying and praying, my nanny turned calm and we thought it was over. She twisted her head towards me so fast that I was shocked at the speed of it. Then she glared and pointed, at the same time "holding" the brass bed over her head. I don't recall seeing her face at all at that moment. All I do remember is the thing behind her, laughing at me and pointing, glaring.
That sight was unbearable. Until now, I still get the goosebumps whenever I recall that incident. Now, as I write this, I feel as though something is watching me by the foot of my bed. It feels like "it" is sitting on my left leg and it is really hot.
I don't think I'll ever be able to overlook what I had done before. I think, because of that incident, I started to see all these "people". Currently, I'm afraid to be in a crowd because sometimes, I am just not sure if these people are actually real or not. I feel as though I have been cursed and I carry such a huge burden with me. Sometimes I feel as though this "Thing" has attached itself to me which is why I became so aware of all of the other things that live beyond our realm.
Btw, my nanny passed away a week after the possession. She left for the province and we only heard about the news from a friend of hers.