I have lost a very dear necklace that has a "spinner" on it from my mother's estate, poor mum did not have much and I purchased the "spinner" with the little money that she had left me so that I could have her close to my heart every day. I truly believed that I had it on before I showered two Saturday's ago - But I do remember turning around at a shopping centre to see if I left something behind. Saw nothing and continued on - I rang my two friends that I helped that weekend to see if I had left it there but I was sure I had it lunchtime on the Saturday. In my mind I have taken it off at home but I have turned the house upside down twice to try and find it and I am beside myself - I am now doubting if I did have it at home and that I am just remembering the habit of taking it off before showering. I have contacted the police, the shopping centre that I visited and the local "pawn" shops to see if someone has taken it in. I would not mind if the person who has found it (if indeed I have lost it outside of my home) sells it I would be more than happy to buy it back - I feel totally lost without it - I used to touch it several times a day it helped me feel my mum was close. I keep going over and over in my mind the day but cannot pinpoint the last moment with the necklace. I have prayed to St Anthony in the hope that it will turn up. My friends have told me to stop looking and it may turn up but I am fretting over it. I would really appreciate it if anyone can recommend someone that may be able to help me or suggest something that I can do to try and locate it.