I just started experiencing unexplained phenomenons over the past year or so. I know I have the power to feel empathy because when I went to the cemetery I felt the presence of an energy, and all of a sudden I started to cry. I know I can feel these energies, and sometimes I feel like I can hear a voice or voices trying to tell me something at once, but I don't focus much on it because I am scared. I would feel these energies at night too. There have been times were they would visit me and I could not fall asleep until they left. Some of them were stubborn to leave.
In other cases, there are times like right now, where I feel so much energy and I don't know what to do with it. I can feel it in my body but mostly in my hands like electric bolts are running through my fingers. I would like to use this for the good if possible, and I would like to master this energy, but I do not know how.
Also, there has been another strange thing that has happened to me that I don't know how to explain. One time I was so sad and depressed over a situation that all of a sudden I felt a beautiful feeling on my shoulders. This feeling had love and warmth that took my sadness away, but I don't know who it was that brought this upon me.
I would very much appreciate if someone could explain these experiences to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I would like to close it because I am scared, but at the same time, I would like to open them to help people if I can. I went to an energy practitioner, and she read me these angel cards and it pretty much said that I am a medium, yet I get this bothersome feeling that I have more things, but I fear of what I don't know or can't control. My friends tell me not to open my powers, but somehow at times, I feel okay with it. Please, anyone who has had similar experiences let me know or someone who has knowledge in this field. I will truly be thankful for it.