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Am I An Empath? Medium? Both?

 

I always knew I was different. I always could sense other people's emotions. I knew when kids didn't like me. I would feel other's intense physical sensations (for example other children's cuts, stings, etc) and I thought I was just over sensitive. Since I was always told that. I didn't think I was "psychic" or anything out of the ordinary. I was afraid of the dark, slept with my parents often, etc.

When I was 6 or 7 I was sitting Indian style, very close, in front of the mirror on the back of my bedroom door. I stared at my face, studied my features, etc., I was trying to understand "what I was and why I was here". Telling myself "I'm not a boy, I'm a girl. I have red hair, not blonde, etc..." I began to go into a trance state- next thing I knew, I was hovering over my body, looking down at the top of my head, by body sitting Indian style in front of the mirror. I realized it was me. It felt normal for a few seconds- then I panicked. I felt a vibration throughout my body, then a cold "whoosh" like, "sucking" sensation and in a split second I was staring back at myself in the mirror. Back in my body.

I never told anyone. In fact I forgot about it. I didn't remember until I was 18.

When I was 18 is when it all started again. I had moved out of my parents house and in to an apartment. It was in a very old building almost 100 years old. One night I woke up to a "sleep paralysis" feeling throughout me. I couldn't move, couldn't scream, and felt a thick, heaviness througout my body and aura. There was also a tingling sensation. Then I saw a figure at the end of my bed. I remember it had a rose/purple glow and I couldn't tell if it was male or female. From then on, I would have many of these types of experiences. I have also had negative energies come into the room while I've been awake and while I've been asleep. I have found saying "I rebuke thee in the name of Jesus Chirst" to work instantly.

I can't see anything negative when I'm awake only feel it. It feels like dread, going down a roller coaster and thick sauna-like air. I have only seen negative energies in my dreams... I fight them the same way (with prayer) and I wake up screaming at them. The energy is still in the room when I wake up, and slowly dissapates.

As I've gotten older (29 now), my sensetivity and awareness has become stronger. I can ask for lost items, and basically be guided to what I'm looking for. I can't explain it, I just let it happen and I will walk toward the direction and find it or a thought will pop up in my mind and that's where it will be. I would always feel different energies around me... Such as cold breezes, goosbumps, tingling in certain parts or sides of my body, internal coldness, numbness, throbs, etc.

Lately, the past few years I've had amazing tingling and vibrations in my head, and other interesting sensations, throbs, pains, out of now where.

I also a few months saw my first "spirit" during the day. I was in my new house (it is new to me, but over 100 years old) & I was taking pictures of my newly refenished hardwood floors. I walked into my hallway, and a white "misty smoke thing" flew past me. I got three pictures of it. But it was the most amazing thing. It was a cold, strong breeze, that brought me extreme peace, excitement, happiness... An enerergy I've never expereinced before. It looked like smoke, but moved with purpose. It was clear like streams in certain parts and more opaque in others. Any one have any idea what this exactly was? My face turned into a massive grin, almost unintensionally when it went by. I flew into my spare room did a figure 8 and dissapeared around the corner.

I am still trying to understand what it was exactly and the tingling and other sensations I feel. Am I a medium? Am I an empath? I know someone is trying to communicate with me, but I don't really know what to do other than acknowledging they are there. I have "heard" them, but only a few times. I've heard "Hey Honey" when I walked in, "STEVE!" (name of my ex, we were together at the time), I had also heard telepathically "You can't block me out" during a sleep paralysis event.

There is another recent experience I'm still trying to figure out. It happened last week. I don't know what to make of it and I'm hoping someone can help me. I went to meet a male friend at the cemetery... (he lives near there and wanted to chat). I felt normal walking through it at first, (no vibrations or weird knowing sensations) other than the feeling of being watched. THEN when I finally found him and we went to sit on a bench (which was a the same plot of grass as quite a few graves), the instant I sat down, I got an INTENSE vibration/static electricity- from my waste to down to my toes. It wasn't the good-feeling tingling, sprinkle type vibrations I've had before... It wasn't the negative heavy feeling really either... It was hard-core intense vibration. Like when your foot falls asleep, times 100 (but not so much needle like- but BIG time vibrating). I felt like my legs and waste was pulsating at incredible speeds along with static electricity that felt like it expanded three inches from my body. It made me nervous, almost shake and want to cry. Does anyone have any idea what this means?

I have many more stories of experiences through the years, it's hard to put them all down. But I am really curious as the sensation I felt at the graveyard and the energy I saw in the hall. Has anyone had anything close to these experiences?:)

<3 Megan

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Meg1983 (2 stories) (4 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-29)
Hey Newbiepyschic:)
Thank you for your advice! I will definitely look into Chakras and the kundalini. Yes, this vibration was so intense. I didn't even know what to make of it.
As far as the mist- I'm glad someone else has seen this before too! It looked and felt amazing- I would like to see it again! Since that experience, I've only felt them and heard loud bangs, knocks and other noises around my house... No visuals. I will start meditating and doing yoga though this week. I hope this helps! I'll let you know.:)
Meg1983 (2 stories) (4 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-28)
Hey Myniche30,
Thanks for your response! Yes, I have very vivid dreams, and go through stages of nightmares that feel very real: (I am also very confused by a lot of my dreams. Lol they are weird like yours.;) when the voice told me "you can't block me out" - it happened at a friends house in LA when I was 22. My two girlfriends (they were sisters/roommates) had already had experiences in this apartment. They told me it was "haunted".This is way before I came to terms or realized what was going on. The night this happend, weird things had gone on all day. Earlier that day, My friend and I were sitting on the couch, and there was a large noise/bang in the closet to the right of us. We both looked over startled and freezing cold breeze flew past us into the chimney. It was so strong it blew our hair. There was no A/C in this apartment and no windows were open. She was like "wow, you felt that right?" And I was like "YES!". That was my first "cold breeze" I'd ever felt. That night I was sleeping on the futon in the living room. It was a twin futon, so it was propped up a few notches (like a lounge chair) so I could see the tv. I was awake and a heavy energy came at me, held me down, the whole "sleep paralysis/psychic attack" thing. I started praying "God please don't let this thing posses me, make it go away" over and over (this is before I learned how to "rebuke it in the name of Jesus")...it went away, I sat up and was like, screw this thing, I'm not running into Shannon's (my friend) room. I decided I wasn't going to let these type thing "run my life". The microwave went off, fridge kept making weird sounds, then it came back, held me down again and I started praying the same thing. Then I heard telepathically, in a strong male, stern, mono-tone voice, "YOU CANT BLOCK ME OUT". It went away away... I was scared to death. But I stayed on the futon and I eventually fell asleep.
I haven't heard anything like that level ever again. The other voices I've heard were like talking the anyone- sounded "human". I do hear the ringing that you hear too though- often. And sometimes when I fall asleep my mind races with weird thought/voices.
Newbiepsychic (109 posts)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-28)
Try reading up on chakras and the kundalini. This relates to the vibrations and energy centres in your body and depending on which chakras are open you may be able to sense these energies because of it. I've never felt THAT strong of a vibration before, but I have felt that electric spark like a giant jolt when being greeted by a new friend of mine, I believe he has very high energy levels.
Try reading up on this.
As for the whispy smoke like thing, yup, I've seen those. I would think if you recognized it in some way or had a feeling about it, then I would say either a ghost or what you would call just ether I think it's called, spirit, communication to you.
I have had that outter body sort of feeling before and I too had this giant smile on my face (goofy lol!), it's like you recognize you are MORE than you, sort of an astral projection, you encompass more than just who you think you are. It's cool.
I think you are probably quite advanced and likely could experience much more. I would recommend you get into the practice of meditation, daily if you can, start with that and read up on chakra and kundalini and take it from there.

Good luck, nice story, I enjoyed:) ❤
myniche30 (guest)
 
7 years ago (2013-01-26)
Heyas Meg. You being told "You can't block me out," relates to a dream I just had a couple of days ago. I have been trying to meditate and hoping to shift my mind away from my experiences. However, I was told in the dream "It does not work that way." Prior to the man telling me this, I seen soldiers gather empty boxes from the attic to help me pack. I wanted to take out all the clothes from an antique dresser. He motioned to put more weight on the dresser. I get a bit confused from my dreams. I can imagine your dreams are just as vivid. With the vibration, I have heard and felt vibrations around my head. Maybe someone is trying to talk to you or get your attention. Although, I thought talking would be ringing in the ears. Sorry I am not much help.

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