I have to share this story to get it off of my chest. No one around me really believes in communicating with the after life except my 8 year old son, Jaiden. This story is about a spirit that I believed tried to seek my help in some way threw my dream.
That night I went to bed as normal, but this time it was very real. I ended up starting at the front door of this home, I believe was located in Arizona. I went inside and straight to this bedroom where I saw this little girl, she had brown hair that was cut in a bob style and brown eyes, she was dirty with dirt on her feet and legs, she was wearing white shorts and a pink shirt. I knew she was a spirit and she wouldn't talk to me because she was frightened of what I believe was either an evil spirit or demon that was in the other room. I closed the bed room door and sat on the bed with her. I asked her age and she was 6 and I asked her why she was so dirty. She then told me how she died. Her mother was a junky I believe and drove them (she had a little sister with her) to a field where she basically abandoned them to go be with this guy she was obsessed with. Note: I say believe because she was showing me telepathically not threw words. I believe I saw the mother come once or twice to feed them, but then she didn't come back. The little girl ended up drinking something she shouldn't have and ended up dying of poison I think or maybe it was starvation, that part was confusing. Even threw death she was brave.
I just remember feeling this overwhelming love and connection with her. It was almost as if we were bonded in some way.
After she was done I remember wanting to clean her up so I took her in the shower with me and I cleaned her up. While we were in the shower I asked why she isn't in Heaven. She then told me, "because they told me I would get molested in Heaven". I asked who and she didn't say. I then told her whoever told her that was lying because they wanted to keep her and she needs to go to Heaven and I begged her that when she could go, go.
We then ended up back on the bed in the same positioning we were in before and I looked down and she was all dirty like she was before. I was so sad and realized she is stuck in the same state.
This is the really sad and emotional part of all of this and I cry every time I even think about it. I knew I was about to wake up, but I couldn't go without making sure she was going to be ok. I told her I was going to be leaving soon and she said she knew and I told her that I will always love her and I won't forget about her and she smiled and I hugged her and told her I will miss her and she needs to find me again if she can't make it to Heaven. I told her I loved her one more time and then my mind starting slipping away and I ended up looking at the land and I saw where she died which was by power lines in the desert a few blocks away from the neighborhood she was in now and I remember thinking the reason she picked that house to go into was because it was the nicer of the homes in the area where she was. Then I woke up...
I was depressed for days and days and days after that. I know when she was saying goodbye she was smiling just to comfort me, I know she wasn't ok. There was also something very mean and manipulating that is around her and I couldn't help. I feel helpless. It's been probably a month now, but I have this feeling she didn't go to her peaceful place and that she is unhappy. I just feel it. I could be wrong though I don't know. This is my first dream experience. I normally can only feel spirits around specially the negative ones and I have seen a few in my life and been harmed by two or three in the past, but never had an experience like this.
I want to help her so bad and please don't tell me this was JUST a dream because it wasn't. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help her or if there is anything I can do if she comes back to visit or if any spirit comes to me again. I just tear up even thinking about it. I love this little girl so much and if she comes back I want to have answers or a way to help her get away from this negative entity. Although, I think she is stuck, but I am only guessing, I could be worried for no reason.
Please give me your thoughts and or advice. Thank you very much for reading my story, I tried to keep it as short as I could.