For the past few years I've been experiencing something really weird, for some reason when ever I wake up in the middle of the night I keep seeing this black orb thing really close to my face and when I become aware of it, it just disappears. The weird thing about this orb is it kind of looks almost like a spider because around its centre it has what I can only describe as legs or tentacle like projections. Most importantly when ever I see this thing I start to feel really light headed and weak almost as if the life's been sucked out of me it's a really overwhelming experience. Sometimes the orb does not fully form and can just look like a black cloud.
I have no medical conditions and the optometrist says my eyes are fine. The spider usually appears at exactly the same time every night which is another weird factor. Ever since I was small I've experienced strange things, in my early years I used to involuntarily Astral project and at around the age of 8 my mum messed with that so called angel therapy stuff, which I actually Believe may be the root of my problem as I believe she was unknowingly dealing with negative entities. I also seem to be highly intuitive and can just pick information about people's personalities without even knowing them. I also suffer from visual snow and always hear a static sound in my ears. I have been experiencing this spider orb phenomena for many years now and at the age of 18 have decided to find a possible answer. So i'm just interested to know if anyone else has experienced this or even better has an explanation for this any help would be much appreciated. Thanks for reading.