First off I want thank you for taking the time to read this. I for one have never actually published a story like this talking about myself or really talked to much about these experiences I've been having. I'm making this because i'm trying to seek some clarity and some direction on what I should do, or at least what direction I should take.
Ever since I can remember I have been having precognitive dreams, where I would dream of an event and it would transpire from usually a day too a couple years. They have not happened that often, but the thing that shocks me is that they are so precise. When I was nine years old, I had a dream that I was riding in my mothers car to go to play a game of tennis with her. As she moved into the turning lane, a red jeep would veer in front of us with a playboy bunny sticker on the back of the trunk and at the same time, nine doves would swoop done beside the jeep flying behind it for a couple of seconds before flying off into the distance. That morning when I woke up, I had assumed it was just a dream, but it wasn't. By mid day I got into the car with my mother and I experienced that same event exactly 100% my dream had shown me. Another dream that had was in the year of 2005, I dreamed that I was playing on a second generation Ipod touch, and at the time there was not any of that tech around. I woke up thinking that one day I was going to get one, and sure enough it happened four years later. The second I was in that moment, I instantly remembered my dream a couple years back.
These are the biggest precognitive dreams that I have had so far, but ever since I had the one with the doves, I have been able to change my "fate" around me. Each time I get a new precognitive dream, I can change the scenario of it. An example of this was that I had dreamed that I was going to get into a verbal fight with a fellow student about some kind of video game. As soon as I was in that moment I said something different which averted the fight rather than sticking to my dream. It might sound kind of confusing, but a better example would be that I had a dream where in high school I was walking down a hallway hurrying to class, I wanted to get a drink of water, but because the bell rang I didn't. When I got to class, one of my friends had tripped me, causing me to fall on the floor and scatter papers. The following day, when I was in the moment of walking down the hallway, the bell rang. I wanted to get a drink of water, remembering my dream, I went against it, and got a drink of water rather than hurrying to class. When I arrived at class, I noticed another student had fallen, scattering papers in my place, whereas that was supposed to be me, if I hadn't got that drink of water. I don't know if I should be altering my future like that, and its one of the things I have been wondering about.
Precognitive dreams haven't been the only things that I have experienced though. When I was in junior high, I used to see a lady in red in the corner of my vision sometimes, I felt her presence following me every now and then. Sometimes I would get a bit scared so I would flee from the area where I saw her. One night however, I had a dream. I was sitting on the floor, and I was looking up at this lady who was sitting in a chair. I saw her red dress, I saw her nails which were pointed and painted red. As I looked up her body I saw what looked to be the lady in red, whom I had seen out of the corner of my eye from time to time. The one thing that I just couldn't see was her face. It appeared blurred, and when I tried to get a glance, she grabbed my left arm and dug her pointed red nails into my skin, it felt like my skin was on fire, and it woke me up due to that pain I had experienced. When I looked at my arm in the morning, I lifted up my shirt sleeve and I noticed a red scratch on my skin right where she had dug her nail into me. I know for certain that I never had never had that scratch before. I don't know if I did that in my sleep (because I was wearing a shirt that night), or if it could have been her. That experience really scared me, and I actually stopped remembering my dreams for a couple years after that event. Any time I saw this red lady, I denied her existence, because whoever I told thought that I was just screwing around and making this stuff up. So I convinced myself that was so, and I never saw her again.
Lately I think I've been going through a "spiritual awaking". I moved away from home to live on campus at uni, one of my roommates who is a lot older than me, has re sparked my interest into this and has giving me inspiration to find answers and look for the truth. Since living on campus I have met a bunch of spiritual people. I even got a reading from a shamen, who told me that I was an elemental or something (can't fully remember what she told me lol), and that I was also what's known as a "fairy on earth". The thing that really shocked me about meeting this person was that she knew so much about me, and my past, and according to her, what's to come. She had literally told me what was in my past and the things I had been holding onto. I had never met this person before either, and in the twenty or so minuets that I talked to her, it was a really good experience. She had cleansed my chalkras opening up a couple of them because they where closed.
Since then I have been reflecting on the past and I have been working at developing myself spiritually and trying out different kinesis' (At the moment fire kinesis seems to be the only one that works for me). I've been keeping a dream journal, and since writing in it almost everyday, I have been having quite a few precognitive dreams this month. I have been meditating and working at opening my third eye. Also I've been working on seeing aura's, so far I can see white auras around people. One thing I have been seeing is shadow people out of the corners of my eyes, and catching them in reflections too. I have only seen about 6 or so. Most out of the corner of my eye, and one woke me up for school when I was about to sleep in. It was waving its arms which I saw once, then when looked back to see if I was making it up, I saw it a second time, so I know it wasn't my imagination, and then it dispersed. I notice that sometimes when I meditate, I've caught glimpses of white orbs of light that fly around my room, and I've also been seeing flashes of white light too. It literally looks like someone used their flash on their phone, but each time I've gone to investigate there's nothing that could have made that happen in thin air. One thing that I notice a lot, is that there seems to be a mist that likes to occupy my room sometimes. There are two different kinds I've found. One is a dark mist, which makes my room darker and I feel a bit uneasy when its there. I make it go away by envisioning a white ball of light that cleanses the corners of my room and when I open my eyes its a lot a brighter and the dark mist is gone. The other is more of a white mist, that looks transparent, and I notice it quite often in other buildings too (I'm not really bugged by this one). Quite often I also see the air seeming to shimmer in front of me and I always feel like my eyes are playing tricks on me or that I am making this up. I've had my eyes checked and I have 20/20+ vision, so nothing wrong there.
Oh also, I have found that for whatever reason lights have been flickering around me, I have no clue why. One day I was talking to my roommate about some of these experiences that I was having, and the whole time the light beside me was flickering, I kept pointing it out to him, but he didn't seem to notice, it flickered a good eight times, and then later on I saw a white flash of light in that room which illuminated a good portion of our kitchen which to my surprise he never saw. With my roommate, he has a couple decks of tarot cards, which we both have been using to give each other readings and boy, are they accurate. They literally predicted a move in that I had with my girlfriend 4 months before it happened. I don't know why, but each time I use tarot cards with him, I always seem to get a really nervous knot in my stomach, and it's almost like I can feel another presence watching us. On that note, today I was using the washroom and I felt something come behind me. The air got all chilly and I felt lots of cool air being blown on the back of my neck like something was standing behind myself and breathing on me. Even as I'm typing this now, I can feel it breathing on my hands and my neck. This actually has me really spooked and I don't know what to think about this yet.
Finally I think that my closet has a portal in it. Each time I go inside, I check the temperature of the air outside of it with my hand, when I put my hand inside of the closet, it always has a different temperature around it. Sometimes the air is really hot there and it feels like my hand is slightly slowed when I\'m moving through that air space (like there is a bit of resistance). Other times it will be icy cold, and I can feel a bit of wind, as weird as that sounds. Another thing I've seen is when I run my hand through it, it seems like I can see my aura being reflected off my hands. It looks like a pale beige color that's being extended from my fingers in the shape of a flame which extends about 10 or so millimeters. So I don't know what to think of this yet, but I've been researching as much as I can. My roommate thinks I should try to astral-project into my closet to see what's in there, but I don't know how to yet (been practicing it though).
Again thanks for taking the time to read this, if you can relate or even tell me about some of the things I have been experiencing and know more about then I, I would like for you to express you opinions if you have the time. I am really curious and wanting to know more, have a great night all.