I wrote a previous post about my childhood leading up to last years events. This post I will be talking about everything that's been going on with me lately. If you can relate or have questions, I would love to hear your input!
So firstly since my last post I have obtained much more knowledge as well as many new experiences. The biggest thing that has sparked my development was my roommate. Since day one when I met my roommate, he's told me that his goal was to ascend. He has opened me up in many areas, regarding spiritual activities. He is reiki attuned, can channel, and he can manifest on a crazy level. For those of you who don't know what manifestation is, manifestation is the ability to cause events to happen in life. It's essentially the law of reaping and sowing on a universal level. He's recently created a group with other like minded individuals like myself, where we can talk about these things, and experience many different psychic, and spiritual activities together. Currently each of us are learning how to astral project together. Each of us share a copy of a book called, "90 day guide to astral projection". What it is, is a daily guide on how to clear energetic blockages, and work day by day on stabilizing our energy bodies so we can astral project. So far it's been really good, I can feel my energetic body and manipulate it in different ways. Eventually i'll be able to astral project, and when I do, i'll create a separate post on it.
In my previous post I talked about a portal I had in my closet, it has actually closed on its own since then. Before it closed however, I decided to meditate and try to view it. After a couple of attempts I was successful. The portal in my closet looked like a rip between realities, if that makes sense. It was torn down the middle and stemming from the top of it, was a circle like vortex, which was rotating into its center. After viewing this, I let a couple of members from the group I mentioned above to come check it out. Upon inspection, one guy said that he heard the sound of thunder. While another heard rustling of wind, when my roommate investigated, he instantly felt drained, and got goosebumps all over his body, he claimed to feel its presence taking his energy. Anytime I have investigated, I've always seen my aura drift off into it, and I always pick up a windy like feeling whenever I pass by.
On the topics of Auras, I have been practicing my ability to see them. I can see Aura colors on people now, as well my own. I have an orange aura, that almost seems gold at times. My roommate's aura is that of purple or gold. I've read auras of others in our group, and they vary from gold, to pure white, silver, and green. I have also developed an ability to see symbols in others aura's sometimes. For example, I saw bull horns over this one guy's aura, and it actually represented his personality. This individual was someone with a lot of a drive, and motivation. Sometimes they get lost in the way they are going (like a bull), but when directed, this guy can get anything done. Another symbol that I have seen is a line through someones head. To me this represented being very closed off, and restrictive. Traits again that this person I knew possessed. One last example was that I met this lady who had a unicorn horn in her aura field. What this meant was that this person was going to undergo some kind of big change in her life, and that as long as her insecurities didn't get in the way, she would be very successful and strong. Later on that week, she heard the same things over and over by other members in our group, who gave her tarot card readings without knowing the meaning of what I told her. She later came back to me, and told me that I was spot on with what I said, since 2 others had confirmed that.
In being able to see auras, I have been seeing even more paranormal phenomenons, and energy. Shadow people all the time in the corner of my eye, or flashes of lights, and swirling orbs all the time. When people in my group try to do things, I can observe what they are doing since I can see their energies. This one guy I know, can basically create energy shapes above his head, and I can see it. In confirming with him what I see, he tells me that I am spot on. I noticed this one girl in our group, who had her eyes closed, and when I was pondering what she was doing, I then noticed that there where energies behind her in the shape of angelic wings. She opened her eyes, and I told her what I had seen. She then told me that what I described was exactly what had happened.
The people who I have talked about in this group, are going to be refereed to as my friends from now on, since we all bond very well. My roommate believed that he was being constantly dragged down by a negative entity. A shamen, and a couple of others told him that he had a negative entity in his presence often. He told me it was draining his energy every day, and that he always felt super anxious when it would steal his energy. One night we noticed he was super drained. So a couple of members in our group tried to use reiki, and energy work to try and free him from how he was feeling. Unfortunately none of it had prevailed. All of a sudden I had an idea. I got him to sit a meter away from me, and I looked him straight in the eyes, and told him to look back at me. I then stared into his eyes, and I could almost see his face changing, in a manner that looked really twisted and didn't seem like him. As soon as I noticed this, his body started to shake obsessively, like he couldn't sit still. That is when I mentally felt like I had a connection with his entity. I asked for its name (which I honestly can't even pronounce), and asked whether it was a good or bad entity. It gave me an inconclusive answer. I felt negativing coming from it, and I asked what it was doing inside of my friend. I felt it's answer was that it had to be inside of him in order to survive. At this point I knew it had to go. So I visualized myself pulling out this entity through his eyes, and into mine. I wanted to rid him of this because he's been affected by this for easily half a year now. The second I did this, his shaking immediately stopped. I took the entity from him and cleansed it inside of myself. I then asked him how he felt, and he told me, "I felt anxious the whole time, my body wouldn't stop shaking, whatever you did, you took it away from me". Since then, he hasn't felt it back. The person who I had mentioned earlier with the unicorn horn, was suffering with the same thing as my roommate. The next day he brought her to me, and I did the exact same thing. She didn't understand fully what happened, but she told me that she felt relieved, like a pressure shes been holding onto for as long as she remembered was gone. When I took this entity from her and my roommate, I was able to feel how they where feeling. With the first entity, I could feel it physically affecting my heart giving me anxiety attacks, while the other gave me this sick to the stomach feeling of just regret and hatred. However each time I took their entity, I would purify it by taking a walk in a nature and going to this spot that just felt kind of magical. I then would release these entities I held in me, and visualized it going into the ground. When I did so, the bad feelings I had where immediately gone, and both of my friends feel way more happy and haven't felt it since.
I do have more experiences but I don't want to make this post too long so i'll end it here for tonight. Thank you for reading my accounts, like I said above I would love to hear your feed back!