I've always felt different. Never fit in with the other kids in my grade. I never wanted to do the same things; was never interested in the activities. I was more mature. I never liked talking in front of other people and the people that are my friends are the ones that I had to talk too. I found out that I learned by being ahead of what a teacher is talking about and once I fully understood it then I could teach it to another person a different way. I could almost see the way they thought by how they solved math problems and what to fix.
At some points, randomly, I would feel what I call "power surges" inside of my body. They would happen anywhere at anytime. It feels like a mass of power suddenly inside of my stomach but then is gone in a few seconds. It feels like pressure suddenly builds up then needs to be released.
I've gotten a little control on it but don't understand it enough to really do anything about it. I "transfer" the energy inside of me to another object around me. I've been able to do this for a while and always wear necklaces to "transfer" my energy.
I believe that I am a psychic vampire. I'm usually not tired but when I get into a huge group of people (17 or so), I would get a headache. Lately, I've gotten a lot of headaches in places where there were a lot of people like at school or a party. Sometimes I would get lightheaded at my house (not a lot of people were around) or at school. Would my experiences have to do something with being a psychic vampire? If so, what am I doing that would cause this?