Last 2009, when I was in high school. I like some things which is magical. Things that was so unbelievably can't be explained by an ordinary people.
For a guy which came for a family of a healers, (mostly here at the Philippines, we're in the culture of healing a people that suffers on exorcism or being played by the witches and even mostly tricked by some unknown creature. Well, my grandmother always fighting them. Specially witches, she always have a patient being attacked by witches.) witches are ordinary for me. They're always present in everywhere.
So that, I decided to become one of them (even though my grandmother don't like them). Being a witch is feel so cool. A power that you've never expected, psychic ability become stronger, and revenging anyone who harm you or someone you've protecting.
Well, at the first, it feel so good that your powers and abilities become more active than before. You've become stronger and tougher. You can see thing that was never seen by an ordinary people, stronger aerokinesis, and specially, see the ghost and feel it when they pass you (it feels so heavy and like being shocked by an open wire.) The first time that I use a craft on my classmate, I thought she's going to hurt, but she's fine physically, but mentally and emotionally not. I don't know what happen, she just shut up for a weeks or months, because she's my noisiest classmate. She always trip someone and laugh so loud like a crazy. And I did that because she's hurting my best friend, So, I try to use some trick on her. And it's effective. She never bully again and they become friends!
But, during the spells, it been a very scary week. A weeks and months of nightmares (and even in the car!) and you just can't sleep at night because you ears a more sensitive than before. I'm always lack on energy when going to school. You can see things that can't be seen by the other people around you. I thought that after the spell, everything's going back to normal that I can sleep at night and no more nightmares. But it's not, there's always a nightmare, things just not get's easy. It's become harder and harder each day. And sometimes I even think to suicide for the thing that I've seeing and it feels like you've always watch by them (it's like spirits are in my dreams, demons, and other unknowns and a).
Months have passed, my mother decide to have a vacation on my grandmother. I told to my grandmother the thing that I've been experienced. She told me to burn everything that I'm using. And always pray to God (well, when I was in her house, I feel so comfortable and It feel so light. I think because the house was never been entered by a demon.). She help me on everything to bring back my life.
And now, I'm living with happy live because my life back. Nightmares are over (but sometimes) and I can sleep at night now. But the sad part is, I loose everything (except for my aerokinesis but it's very weak than the first time I had it). My power to see spirits, ghost and hear on a longer distance suddenly disappear. But I'm happy to retrieve my life back on a angle...
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