First, I want to apologize for submitting so many stories at once.
If anything, I hope this goes through, because I need help on this subject. And I know, What a cheesy title for a story! Hey, it's pretty catchy.
Let me tell you a little about myself.
I go by Scarlet Marie (obviously), although it's not my real name.
I am usually a very quiet person. But ever since I've became close to a few people, my personality has changed drastically. I am just as loud and bubbly as them!
Also, I have trouble paying attention in class, although I hear what
The teacher is saying, I'm also daydreaming. My teacher was amazed when I answered a question correctly, and I wasn't even paying any attention.
And if any of my other stories get posted, you'll know that I have certain moments where I sense something is wrong, or if someone is mad or depressed, and such.
Today, I became depressed for no reason at all. Then, as I was talking to my boyfriend, I sensed something, I asked him if everything was okay, ans he told me he was depressed. That shocked me. I've had moments where I know the stress of my mom, the pain of my friends, and the happiness of a little girl. And when they all come together at once, it's too much. I can't stand it, and the anger I receive get taken out on everyone. Not only that, but sometimes I just sit there and cry for no reason. I've even picked up suicidal thoughts.
How can I control this? It's a great advantage, and it helps out a lot, but I don't want it to take over.
What can I do?