firstly I'm not someone who looks at the internet for advice but this is a bit different. I've got abilities I get that but it's not like they come with a instruction manual? Since I was tiny I've seen spirits connected with people seen past relatives, shown signs of empathy which is the least fun part when you work with a lot of different people, I have seen kind of people materialize in front of me and fade out and I always get the horrible cold feeling of something purely bad, had the dreams of people dying that end up on the news and then hear voices angry that I haven't helped them and I don't understand how I can?
I get headaches that feel like my heads splitting but in a part of my mind something feels clearer than before? It's strange and I'm 18 now I'm used to it but I can't control it or use it when I want to I just want to be able to have a bit more control and I don't know how and it's not really the thin you can talk to your mates about because let's face it most people get freaked out by what they don't understand.
I hope someone has some answers or ways to develop these abilities because it's happening non-stop and I need some control with it, also I have spirits following me and there making it clear there trying to show me something but I have no idea what and its invading my day to day life and I don't think I can keep it separate much longer people are starting to notice the headaches or when I'm drained near people or turn around because I hear a voice and I don't know what to do about it. And does anyone know if the lunar fazes have anything to do with abilities because I'm *stronger* nearer the full moon and struggle to cope when it's not? Just wondering if there's a connection there?
Just to add I did some digging and came across *indigo children* from what I got from it more and more highly developed children are being born with abilities anyone heard about it?