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A Little Of Everything, Going A Bit Mad

 

I'd like to share my 'experience' and see if anyone can relate or give me some guidance.

I've always had a weird feeling about myself and a strange way of guiding events but in the last two years, since I turned 19 (21 now). I've become very aware of what's going on. Let me tell you what's been going on I'm not sure how much of this is related.

On my 13th birthday I got the weirdest sickness I just felt sapped of energy and slept through the day; In the morning I woke up with wild leg pains to the point that I couldn't walk. The pain would migrate around throughout my legs and as the years went on it found its way to every joint in my body. I've gotten used to the pain and can function totally normally but it's always in the background. The doctor called it arthritis but the symptoms don't exactly match up.

Around the same time I got this weird skill, like manipulating the tone in my voice to get very exact reactions out of people, and this sense of knowing exactly what to do at each moment, and I had wild amounts of energy almost too much. I almost never drank caffeine but I could go on 3 to 4 hours of sleep like it was a full nights rest.

Around my 18th birthday someone in a very peculiar relation to me passed away, right around the same time I was trying to get a girl I really liked for the first time, and failed. I got really depressed and went off to college with the intent of being forgotten by everyone I ever knew. And then I slowly started to lose my sense of knowing and any sway I had on people. One event in particular has been bugging me for the last two years now.

I was sitting under my bunk bed back home and I felt something bubbling inside my head and slowly some liquid feeling stuff drained into my top left eye lid. It turned into a huge lump I went to the doctor after a few days and they said it was a sty and prescribed antibiotics--long story short it didn't help at all they said it was something else poked at it with sharp things and still no help.

The bump causes this intense pressure headache that drags me to the floor, I can have the craziest violent thoughts or just fall asleep when this happens. I've had about 1/10th of the energy I used to since this thing got to me. I spend almost half of my days sleeping now, it's hard for me to go for more than few hours without lying down. Trying to focus on things for a long time is very difficult.

A little less than a year later I'm sitting in a college physics class and were talking about the light spectrum, I always day dream in class and started thinking about multiple "octaves" of light and perhaps seeing them. After thinking about it quite a bit I started to see jumping lights around some of my teacher's heads and chest. I did a bit of research and learned about auras. I became quite interested in them and practiced seeing, now if I'm not talking or trying to do something I see them without any effort, mostly on trees and people, sometimes with colors. But when I do I will often get a headache and fall asleep. If I look at the sky during the day it bubbles with crazy bits of spectral static and then I feel the drag. Recently when I look at the sky its almost looked like tides on the beech rushing away from me and on intense days I can feel like I'm moving with it.

I started trying to move the energy of the headache out of my eye, and I did successfully but now the headache just hurts my whole forehead. With the pain in my joints and my head along with these crazy experiences I'm starting to lose my patience.

Sometimes I'll dream about something bad happening to a family member and then in real life something will happen to them, usually the next day or even within the hour if its bad enough to wake me up.

A lot of the time being around people gives me crazy feelings. I can practically taste their boredom or sadness. I always feel like it's my job to do something about it which can make me anxious and only compound the problem.

I have had many other experiences but these seem the most pressing and I don't want to bore everybody making this any longer than it already is.

If anybody could give me advice or relate I would greatly appreciate it.

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Return24ever (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-17)
Thanks so much for the insight, I've already started applying it, trying to be less critical has shown some immediate results in calming my headaches and yoga has helped with the joint pain. These next few days are going to be big for me trying to really get to the center.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-15)
May I just add a little to bring the picture into
Balance.

My for Empathetics as myself I have obtained
In my body at the end of the day.
This in part is due to absorbing energy around
My envioronment with points of interaction.
Hence I have found intentional shielding helpful.
Example: a person keeps coming to you during work
Over and over. Their mentality is to push and get
What thay want. In this instance putting up a shield
Would be appropriate.

With shielding many people complain of it covering them. But in my mind and the way I meditate I melt
With meditation and believe this is an energy that
Surrounds me like a shield.

With spiritual growth spurts, myself and a few friends
Have found ourself sleeping loads.
Sleep is a good way for all of the energy that is being assimulated to align. It can be a natural way
To balance the body as well as allow our conscious & subconsious to melt with the spirit world.
I realize that when one has subject to depression
The individual can sleep loads as well.

As an individual we all have trigger points of
Stress as well as energy that can and do affect us.

In part looking at what our limits are.
As well as invironment physically and psychically affect us.

Looking at ourself:
What are triggers?
What are the points our subconsious mind reacts.
Are we an empathetic?
A healer! Utilize protection/clear self + space, utilize guides.
A sensative! (know their sensativities and use
Figure 8 during interaction to disconnect for other
Individuals.
Do we have an issue that needs healing?
Most importantly how can I balance myself?

I actually like Louse Hay, but looking at life
As if affects us everyday. All people will experience
Anger, pain, criticise. Because it is part of the human condition. Some instinct as anger are what mankind has been programed for to allow a light to go
Off and show we have hit our limit. An important idea
To remember.

I always have to say I am a work in progress and if
I loose my sense of balance and lean a normal human.
I attempt to let it go, and then start all over again.

I would recommend drinking water during the day.
And also eating smaller meals.
Eat suger, coffee, fizzy drinks, alchol in moderation.
Take extra supplements which also helps expecially if
You are active in meditation/psychic development.
Have personal time for yourself.
inipu333 (1 stories) (8 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-15)
Well for one you need to learn how to purify, there could be so many reasons you are low on energy, it could even be a spirit eating your energy. I really think you need to see a specialist. Not a therapist, but like an african priest or someone who understands energy. You need protection you need to learn how to gain control of your life. Have you tried doing mantra meditation such as em ren heru (27 times) or certain yoga positions to build energy.,, Most of all you really should not distance yourself from people. That will only cause you to fall into depression... I myself am working on this I feel so comfortable when alone...
IslVoter (257 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-14)
Return--

I can empathize with a lot of what you've experienced--the loss of energy, the head-related energy things.

Recently, someone recommended a book by Louse L. Hay, called Heal Your Body A-Z. I haven't even gotten the book yet, but reading some pieces of it on Amazon, some things really stuck in my mind.

She said that four emotions are the most damaging and cause the most illness in us. They are, with what they cause:

Criticism- causing stiffness, arthritis
Anger - causing boils and burns
Resentment - Eats away
Guilt - causing pain

Her book is a kind of encyclopedia of illnesses and the spiritual causes of them. For me the criticism really hit home. For people with things like eating disorders, it is such destructive self-criticism that it threatens the whole organism.

She also mentioned stiff neck and realized when she had it that she was critical of others, or unbending.

I have had a long, long bout of something (ammonia) in my brain that causes the muscles of my neck, shoulders, arms to become locked, stiff--without use. And I realized that self-criticism and trying to cut myself off from spiritual feedback is part of the cause.

As others have indicated, it sounds like at least some of the problems are from trying to cut yourself off from your abilities and/or self-criticism. And the excess energy is causing havoc in your body.

You need to get a handle on your own state of mind about your abilities. Moving the energy out of your head is a start, but, in my own experience, it is just treating the symptom. Eventually you need to figure out the emotional and spiritual issues that are causing these illnesses. They will only go once you figure out those pieces. It isn't easy, but it is a process you must go through. Your spiritual gifts can help you in this process if you ask for the help.

Isle- Lora
Return24ever (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-14)
Thanks, just knowing people are looking to help is relieving. I've been working on clearing my energy blockages but actually expelling or releasing the blockage is difficult I usually just end up moving it around. Any advice on strengthening the aura? That sounds like it could help with the headaches, I have got a technique where I expand it outward but other tricks could be useful.
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-13)
Your symptoms of pain are empathetic, see which
Group you fall int: Psychic Advice::PSYCHIC EMPATHIC TRAITS
Www.askgrace.com/psychic-advice

Also implimenting chakra cleansing and balancing.

And strengthening your own aura can work to shield
Your own energy.
BlueMoon01 (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-06-13)
Wow, that's a lot... I'm having a bit of trouble trying to piece all of that together, but the one thing I can tell you for sure is that you have some kind of energy blockage. I would get terrible headaches like that when I saw auras or started feeling other people's feelings. I get that you have empathy, and the best advice I can give you on that is to find a way to protect yourself from their feelings. Meditation helps with that, and visualizing a wall that blocks out their emotions. You have to know it isn't your job to fix other people's problems or make them feel better ❤ More often than not, they choose to feel the way they do instead of doing something about it. Do what makes you happy, and don't feel obligated to fix everybody's problems. Learn from them, and just be kind; that's all you ever need to do to help people ❤ I feel like I haven't given a lot of advice, but I really hope it helps ❤

~Olivia

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