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Just Want To Get Over My Fear

 

I have known that I was gifted since I was about 5 years old. My whole family is gifted in one way or another.

I used to see spirits a lot when I was younger. It first started out me waking up one night when I was about 5 years old and I saw this girl, fully white, standing in my door way waving at me. Of course not understanding what I was seeing, I reacted in fear. I hid under my covers and when I finally got the courage to look and see if she was still there, she was gone. After that experience I started seeing more and more. The thing is, she was the only one "of the light" I ever saw, the rest were black and did not have a positive energy, I used to see black guys in cloaks carrying axes into my mom's room, I saw the doorway that they came out of, I saw black figures pop up right beside my face when I was laying in bed, I saw a random head and arm floating in the hallway. All these dark things sparked a fear within me that I have never been able to get over. I have spoke with mediums before which claim these things I were seeing were low vibrational spirits that once you take control you can ensure they aren't allowed to come in your presence. I saw things that I do not care to even describe because I can't explain them myself and they truly are surreal. There was a time when I was sitting in my kitchen and I heard someone call, "Sawyer", "sawyer", "sawyer" three times in my ear, each time louder than before. My mom claims I described seeing a huge angel come into my room and that he was sooo big he had to duck to get his wings to fit through my door way, the only thing I don't understand is why the one that would seem to be so good, I wouldn't remember now, but I remember all the rest.

I have been told by many mediums that I am a medium myself and that I am way more gifted and powerful then I know, but no matter how hard I try I can't get over the fear. Every medium I have spoke with claims that this is an amazing gift, but due to all the negative things I've seen, I can't help but fear that if I open myself to this gift again (I've currently blocked it out for the past couple years and haven't seen anything for awhile) that my experience is going to be like it was before. I know I can gain control but I just don't know how to get over this fear.

I still feel spirit around, I just don't see them anymore due to me blocking it out. I truly believe this is my calling, but this so called "gift" has always been such a burden to me. Can anyone relate or have any advice for me?

Much appreciated

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Nagual (guest)
 
8 years ago (2012-09-11)
Relax, relax and relax... The human body is capable of feats beyond our wildest dreams. If our DNA didn't have a sudden end, we would actually be immortal. Therefore it is no reason to be afraid of energies from beyond attacking you.

The only way they can attack you, is through the mind/heart. By your feelings and imaginations. Our body is in complete connection to our state of emotional and mental state. Instantly any emotion or thought gives off a certain energy which restructures every part of your being inside. You are the master of yourself.

A way get rid of your fear, is to create your own safe place in your imagination:) It may be called crazy, but we do spend about half of everyday in our sleep. So what is crazy with allowing our dreams to serve as a comfort? If a daydream can make you feel happy, safe, then certainly it should be considered an antidote for getting rid of your fear 😊

It is very usual for people to get rid of their fears by imagining themselves facing them. That is what the scientists think our nightmares purpose are, a fear we can pass before it manifests in our reality.

Your imagination is your greatest ally, what are we without it 😊
sscullion (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-09-08)
Ionek you say you already know what it is? What is it then?

Thanks for the advice everyone. Every bit helps.
1jenny1 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-09-08)
Yikes. Do we ever stop being afraid? I used to be like you. Almost every night I would be in tears. I'd go to bed when the light hit, id force myself to stay up, be completely exhausted, wear head phones, sleep with lights on. Trust me it's no way to live. I thought this is happening for a reason. What if I learned to embrace it, and protect myself. Surely I'm not the only one out there, and I found out I wasn't---obviously! Lol... A psychic told me I HAVE to tell them, my "business hours are from ____ to ____ be firm and clear. It works only sometimes. But much less activity. One thing I hate, is when they put their "face" right in mine, and I wake up to it. Wtfreak! I now mostly only get scared when I am startled. I am an have been trying to hard to understand and appreciate, rather than get scared. It isn't easy! Recently new things have been happening, and I have broken out in tears... I mean it's something you deal with through the years.
IONEK (17 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-09-07)
to be fearless you must face fear in the eyes itself. Look at this thing face to face. It might have red eyes. Who cares. You stand your damn ground and don't move a muscle until it cowers away. It will show more respect to you and will grow to like you more.

Ps, do expect red eyes. I lready know what it is.
ShadowPanther (54 posts)
 
8 years ago (2012-09-07)
sscullion don't be afraid of your gift. The things you see may seem frightening at times, but most of the time they mean no harm, a lot of them are looking for guidance much like you are or are their to help and guide people themselves. If you're worried about anything negative regarding this there are a few things I can suggest such as getting yourself a crystal/stone that can soothe your fears while at the same time prtect you from any negative energy vibes you might be exposed to. Here's a website that has detailed descriptions of various crystals/stones I think you might find helpful:

Crystal-cure.com

Other things that could help include learning basic shielding techniques, carrying around herbs such as sage and lavender in a sachet or maybe a locket so its portable and easy to keep about your person or if you're Christian or Catholic or something like that you can carry or wear a cross to bring yourself comfort 😊. I hope this helped in some way and I wish you luck in getting over your fear.

S.P

Oh also meditation and kundalini/chakra work can help to unblock it (if its not purposely blocked) or just to help relax you.

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