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I just happened to stumbled over here now unfortunately. Damn that's intense. I also like you have spirits flocking around and yes they are seeking help to get some things done here. It's just, unlike you I don't want to get involved. I've been seeing things since I was a little kid, but then it's just lately they come and go. My aura is changing too, from deep violet to many colours (sun yellow, bright green, white, silver, sometimes gold) not sure if this means anything, just kind of hope you know things more than I do.
I see that we have quite similar experience. If you're interested please read my post, there might be some closure from people who answered my question

Is it possible that it's some kind of astral projection? I mean, everyone has a different way don't they? Yours could be focusing and jumping out of the body. Or levitation could be involved. I'm just guessing. Please do keep us updated on what you find.

Yes visions with my eyes open:I remember it was 26December of that particular year, was coming from my house when at the gate a viice told me to take a certain route, denied to take that way as I felt it's a long way and as I'm using taxis it's far from where I'm going to board one and ended up taking my short way. Got off from where I'm supposed to connect but these time it's a walking distant.
On these day was going to my mums place because it's my sisters birthday and normally she celebrates the day by having braids with most of her friend. I was going to help cook for the day of her special day.
I'm now walking to my mums place just just got off from my taxi, while walking to some bridge a movie start playing on my head I see myself on the same road and it's during the day, in the back distance I see these guy standing up as if he's being hiding down on some grass so that he can not be seen by people going in or out of the taxis.
Suddenly these guy is walking towards me at my back but making sure I do not see him or hear his foot steps. He gets to me and points a gun at me on my left side at the back and then I started praying to why am I thinking all these and just at that moment a gun was pointed to me and then he told me not to look at him, he robbed me of my hand back and then told me to not look back,I'm so scared of everything that's happening and then these guy whose robbing me came on to my face like he is looking for something, now he is looking at me face to face,
I realized I know him from my location, he is always hanging around on some street corners close to my mums place, remember all these time he is pointing a gun on my back just at my waist, these guy after realizing he was on my face just turned and told me not to look back and I should run.
I'm sweating so much because of fear, I couldn't move just froze there eventually I see people a head of me and started moving slowly. I was warned but did not listen because I thought it is just me thinking, to end my long story, after three days my neighbour received a call from a strange man telling her she found a bag somewhere and that is how she found her numbers in that bag. My question is how can I always be alert or know when I'm being spoken too by the unknown forces because in most times I'm being warned but it take a while before I realize
Thanks for the reply CrazyCat and Matihodi.
Ps CrazyCat I don't know how to elaborate the jumping thing more (if I have an update I will probably make a whole new post on it)
I haven't really seen much about them I'm afraid. My best guess it's a sign/warning that something is changing or going to happen. I had them quite a bit, then they kind of went away, now they are coming back again. I'm feeling them more in my arms/legs now. And I still get the cold feeling in my head. I haven't really seen anything on this site about them either, so I guess it's a special club we both belong to get aggravated about together. It would be cool if I knew more about it, or what it meant/was for, but random vibrations get annoying.
~ Lyro
Everyone wants people to E-mail them, that's one of the problems with site, you don't really have a message box or any way to know when things are seen/commented on without checking back yourself. It's why I have people E-mail me, I'll miss a comment then feel bad that I didn't see it if someone was trying to talk to me. Maybe AnneV will notice this and have something implemented one day;)
~ Lyro
Well Illumin you let me know this post existed, I missed it, and it's kind of old now from 2016. I haven't talked to her in quite a long time, but I can honestly say I miss her too. When we were talking years ago she was really an amazing person, I got to be close with her, and I'd say we both grew in knowing each other then. I hope she did come back and continued with everything, and I hope she's still doing well, even in 2019. Last we spoke was back in 2015, I'll see if she even remembers me, but from what it looks like she's still doing well so that's good:)
I'm also interested in practicing that,I'm really would love to know what to do peegasharon [at] please include me on your Telepathy
Hello Illumin,

Thank you for you comments. Yes, it could be. If I remember correctly, it was since then that I had a notion, that "you want it then there's a price to pay". The world around me has taught me the same.

I've been shielding myself since I learned it. I feel protected but rather than outer force, it's now my own. So, either it took what it wanted and moved on or it's dwindling over the years. What I'm wondering is, what did it take? Why me? There were other easy targets too, then why me?

What it took will always bother me but nevertheless,I'm thankful for your help. Thank you. God bless you.

I had never had such an experience but would love to try that because I had my ex who passed on and gave birth to a boy after two years of his passing and my son was born on my ex's birthday and my son called me The was he used to call me and he's so attached to me to such a way if I could leave him behind coming back he's angry and will not talk to me. I know my ex leaves through my son.
Hello CrazyCat,

I forgot to add, by the way you can find Lyro's account in my account in the Favorite Posters' area.

Hello CrazyCat,

That could be the issue, sometimes wondering spirits will take a question or an offer in a pray as an offer to them. This results in attachments. It seems from what you said it kick started your abilities, and took something from you as a payment for doing so. Shielding/grounding might get rid of it. You can do shielding by visualizing a barrier of light energy around you and focusing your energy into it and pushing it outwards.


I guess it's premonition? What you have is a kind of premonition I guess. I've heard and seen premonitions happening from dreams. I've only seen three types of dream premonitions: one is symbolic (you have to interpret it), next is dreams that simply show what's going to happen (for example, when I was younger I had a dream, where someone said the teacher would be absent and he was. No symbolism, just that) and the last one is from memories (your memories or the things you connect to/ are related to, are used to deliver the messages).

The last type of communication happens with other abilities too. For example, if you are a medium, someone who's trying to talk to you may use things from your memories to convey things to you. Like they might be trying to talk about some sweet food or dessert and the closest thing to that in your memories or that you can relate to maybe an apple pie. So now they'll show you that pic or that memory in order to convey what they want to say. And you explain that. It could also happen with you know, other people who are not so aware. You might be about to see someone whom you haven't seen in a while or get a call from them.Now, what will happen is that you might suddenly think of them, their name might come in your mind or you might remember a time you spent together. Then, you might either meet them or receive a call from them. I think it happens this way cause it's easier to convey messages using your memories or things that you're connected to. Even if you don't understand it completely, you might get the idea that something similar might happen.

That is all the knowledge that I have. I could be wrong or I might have missed things. I don't have anything on developing it or about the jumping high situation. Sorry for that. Could you elaborate the jumping high situation a little more?

So interesting to have found these website,I'm 45 years and it started way before I was around 9 years, I would see things like one time we were visiting my grand parents, we would share a bedroom as girls, during the night I would be awake and that day saw a woman coming into our bedroom door dressed in white, she wasn't walking but floating, I tried to move but couldnt, she came straight to my face and that's when I covered my face with a blanket she disappeared out of the window, I know I have gifts but can't explain or dnt even know how to use them, at times people will be chasing me and would just go up over like I just sprung, I see dead relatives though they dnt say anything. Its so confusing but very interested because funny enough is all these creepy stuff dnt scare me instead would love to know more about my abilities. I have been initiated as a prophet at church but felt something is still missing, went and trained as a seer still I still feel empty. I really need help
OliviaMarie in Tuning In On Voices
Thats wonderful, I can relate 100%, I wondered for Years what the 'chatter' was and how unusual it felt and struggled to describe it in words that made sense. Kind of how you explained, like standing in a crowded room full of people talking all at once, not really able to distinguish one voice from another. I used to get it a lot at night and had to sleep with background noise to distract from it, it wasn't very helpful.

What youre going through now is what sounds like the beginning of spirit trying to connect with you. Your mind isn't focused enough yet where youre able to distinguish the source of where its coming from or even how many are coming through. Almost like a radio dial picking up many stations at once without being dialed to one particular station. It takes time and eventually things will progress, its a big deal and up to you to decide whether you want to pursue it.

Its so funny that our stories are so similar, I even had the name calling thing where I thought someone called my name and they didnt, its almost like theyre trying to get your attention but its too soon. I feel like you're on the precipice and honestly I'm excited for you because for me at least its been a hell of a ride and all of the validations I've had since then have left me no doubt that spirit comes through. Everyone is different and progresses at different levels, I was around 7 years old when I was playing at the park with a girl not knowing that my parents couldn't see her, it didn't seem unnatural at all until they insisted later that no one was there.

There are gaps where nothing happens and times where you might feel overwhelmed, if you need someone to talk to please feel free to contact me if this makes any sense.
Hello Illumin,

Thank you once again for your comment. I wasn't trying to summon anything (at least not knowingly). I only knew God back then. So, the only person I was talking to was God. After the big change incident happened, there would always be a strong feeling of protection, I still feel it, but, I also know that I have my own strength now too. I didn't want to know who I was, that was not what I cared for. Also, to tell you the truth, my memories seem foggy. I don't truly remember my age but I can tell, it was when I was fairly innocent and wasn't affected by negativity. I can only remember that incident and how it made me feel, nothing else.

I just didn't want people to suffer. A blessing for them was what I asked for. As I mentioned in the story, it was for the needy ones, I always came last. I didn't really have anything that I wanted to ask for me. After that incident, my gut feelings did get better and stronger. I started sensing things and doing some things, that alarm me at times when I think about them.

If you know someone, please do tell me, if they don't mind. It'd be nice. Thank you once again.

Though I can't say that I've had that happen to me, its a familiar story and the first thing that comes to mind is that fear breeds fear. The fact that you can sense and see could be a starting point for you, you have options depending on how far you want to take it. Do you want to learn how to listen or want it to stop? Just like any other skill, learning to listen takes patience and practice and can be fairly easy if you take the time. I only say that because that's how I started and was pulled to fear in the beginning because I didn't know or understand what was happening nor did I know how to 'listen'. Starting with shielding yourself can help dispel anything negative that might be attracted to you as well as connecting with your guides. If you're unfamiliar with that then there is a lot of literature that you can research.

When it comes to the feeling you get when a presence is near, its a higher or lower vibration your sensing and you can choose to acknowledge it and let it go or go with it and protect yourself and attempt to listen. Either way, its an amazing learning experience and you can really be surprised by what comes through.
Hello CrazyCat,

So, what were you trying to summon or should I say talk to when it happened? To be more accurate what is it that you wanted? My assumption would be to know something such as who you are, of course certain knowledge always has a price when getting it quicker. It isn't anything bad, in fact I have seen it a number of times through the years.

Anyway, you remind me a lot of another person I have known on here for years. It is remarkable how similar the two of you are. His story is fairly similar to your own. It might be worthwhile to talk to him, it could be a fairly interesting conversion.

CrazyCat in Smell Of Sulfur
Hello Mrs. Moon
Are you fine now? Is it gone?

Perhaps it got attracted to your energy. Maybe shield yourself? If you don't know how, you can imagine a white light enveloping you and protecting you from everything that is out there trying to get in. If you see something black trying to enter, perhaps you can imagine the white light blowing it off. I used to do so. Also, if you believe in God or whatever you have faith in, don't let that faith dwindle. In the end, that is the biggest weapon. If you order it to leave, do so with faith and strength. Spiritual strength I mean. It will go away. I believe.
Hello Illumin,

Thank you for your comment. I guess I was 8 back then. About feeling incomplete, I mean in a physical sense as well. Something of my body doesn't feel like it should be there. It feels like a big part is not there even though my body is complete. Also, it kind of made me physically sick when it happened. Feverish, felt like I would throw up, disturbed.

I don't think of past being better than future. If anything, I don't really think anything about them. What happened, happened, I can't change it and I wouldn't, even if I could. They helped me, made me wiser but, they weren't the best part of my life.

I hope so. I hope I'll find answers to the problems I'm facing right now. Thank you once again.
Hello CrazyCat,

What age did that first event occur? I would assume somewhere around 8-13 which seems to be normal range for psychic development. It is related to puberty. As for not feeling complete, everyone feels like that. The feeling incomplete is more of a perspective thing, always thinking the past is better than the future. But that is an incorrect assumption as the past is written and the future is a blank sheet. Simply look at the past the good and the bad, and see how it made you who you are today and where you may be going in the future. I know for one I would never change my past even the painful parts as they made me who I am today. Although I do find it interesting to think about major points in my life where if I did something different, my life would be completely different now. Not any better or worse just different. I would recommend doing it, it is a fun thought experiment that teaches you a lot about yourself and how you should act in the future. Of course, if you know what your desire/want in life is it makes the decisions a lot easier to make when they come.

Anyway, I am sure you will figure it out.

I had a remarkably similar story, except I kept it to myself in fear of sounding completely inane. When I was around 9 I want to say (really young) I had a dream and at the time I had never seen a sideways nail clippers those long ones that have the edge on the side, my parents also did not smoke cigarettes. I remember waking up from a dream where if seen these weird nail clippers and was for some reason holding a cigarette. I literally had those nail clippers in my hand and I looked at them for a looong while while I laid there then looked over to see a cigarette on my bed. I put them away so I know they were real b but they vanished. I was raised in a strict Mexican household, had my parents found a cigarette in my things I'd known about it. Never saw the clippers again eitherb like No one was using them around the house or anything that would explain any of it...
>At this point, I'm wondering how to continue to cultivate my abilities.
I'd start with "Initiation Into Hermetics" if you really want to get more into this stuff. New Energy Ways V2 by Robert Bruce is pretty good for working with energy although it's only supplementary to IIH
Hey Sunny,

How are you? How is everything going? Do you still see that thing? Has everything returned to normal?
Hello zennkidd,

Is it really all that bad? If you can what may happen, then why not change it. Nothing is really set in stone until it is. As for this ability most, likely you are picking up of the frequencies of the people around you, their negative ones. This allows you to "foretell" what they may do given their certain indications. You probably can expand to pick up on other energies through practice and mediation. Of course if you don't want it you can also get rid of it, it is all a matter of what you want. If you desire something strong enough it will happen for you will find a way to make it so.

Hello Gibby1547,

It could also be something, but that is difficult to say without some more information. I would look for the spirit's name and what it wants. Once you know that, removal should be fairly easy. Every spirit feeds off a certain energy, emotion or state, and as everything has a counter for balance the counter can remove it. Also if you truly want it to leave you can will it to leave. Focus on it and "push" your energy into it pushing it out. Imagining it in your mind can help you do it. Let me if you need anything thing else.

Email me. I'll help you out with similar experiences. Taylormsisk2 [at]
Something very dark is around you right now and I'm not sure you want to know how bad that is. Sounds like something non human. Something demonic. Do some research on the property.
Unicron1000 in 1st Psychic Experience
Thanks. But I have another question: Do you ever see visions from memories?

It's difficult to explain but sometimes I get visions from a memory. An example of this would be that a few months ago I had a memory of TV show I used to watch flash through my mind where something happened to one of the characters. And that exact same thing that happened to the character happened to a friend of mine the VERY NEXT DAY.

Has that ever happened to you?
Normally and almost every time something like that happens, you are being talked to. There's usually something the spirit or demon wants you to know. You can either choose to listen or ignore it. Are you wanting to get better with the skills you already possess or get rid of them? Chances are it was trying to show you something.
I'd be interested in this. You can email me if you'd like:
Taylormsisk2 [at]
That's a very interesting story. I have a similar experience but not as deep as yours. I would honestly say, if you feel a very bad vibe like you are explaining, do not try and communicate at all with that kind of presence. It could be evil and I've been down that road. I've seen the demonic side and it isn't pretty. I can tell you that once you have experienced it and since you practically acknowledged them, you will be followed. No matter what you do, you will have them by your side. It's not something to be scared of. You say you get frustrated about not being able to communicate but able to sense a being. It's quite easy with practice. You need to lay down in a quiet place and let your mind wander wherever. Imagine you are in the middle of nowhere and just listen. See if you can make out tid bits of anything and that will start your full journey.
CrazyCat in A Memory Of Other
What if it was you from long ago? If we are reborn, isn't it only natural to retain some memories of previous life? Isn't it a possibility? Especially if it's something like that? Just a thought.
Hi CrazyCat,
Thanks for the reply, Yeah sure I will email you and tell you about the exercise routine.
NewPsychicAbility32 in 1st Psychic Experience
[at] Unicron1000, I get predictions the same exact way... Hardly anything from dreams, I guess because it wants me to be alert and not sleep... Coincidence always happens to me... For some reason, its like Warning before Destruction kind of episode. And don't feel difficult because you can't control things. Its not of the norm, that's why you can't control these instances.
Nice to hear that. I wish you and your family a blessed and wonderful New year. I hope nothing blocks your path.

Being a psychic is confusing. It feels good sometimes but sometimes, it just feels really heavy. I guess what I'm trying to say is kind of similar to what Lyro said. I don't think it's much of a curse. It's just that, sometimes, it makes you feel lonely cause you can't really seem to be able to connect with other people. It's especially difficult when you don't understand it, in the beginning. You start understanding later though I guess. Your perspective about things might change as well. Take care.

God bless you.
I will not lie. I'm curious. I actually prefer long distance practices when more are involved. What is it that you would be doing? Setting some exercise routine would help perhaps? Perhaps we could chat over email? Crazycatcrisp [at] Do email me if you feel like discussing this. I've been interested in researching this for quite sometime. I hope we can discuss about this matter sometime.

My best regards.
I am too new to this awakening stuff. My memory has always been, even Still now at 20. I'Ve always been perceived as quiet and weird. I can sense people's energy without them even saying anything. I haven't had any physical spiritual activity but I feel It within the depths of my soul. You are on the right path and things will get better the more knowledge you gain. Continue sharing please
Just read this in Muslim's Holy Book Qur'an

Chapter 6 verse 60

" And it is He who takes your souls by night and knows what you have committed by day. Then He revives you therein that a specified term may be fulfilled. Then to Him will be your return; then He will inform you about what you used to do."
ok one, we really don't have power to change those types of events just because we can't and if we are able to we should not at all costs even if someone dies it saves the lives of many. If we screw with time then time, well time screws with us.
Unicron1000 in 1st Psychic Experience
[at] NewPsychicAbility32 I try it accept and embrace my powers but it's difficult because I can't control them. And I don't know how I am going to receive it.

I get a future prediction by:

1. Visions
2. Dreams (Rare)
3. Thoughts/"Voices"
4. Gut feelings
5. (Just recent; few days ago) ((Coincidence?)) Say something and later it happens
Hey Dawn,

This is just a check-in, since it's been a few days. If you've sent me an email, I didn't receive it.

Just ran across this post and wondered how you are doing.
NewPsychicAbility32 in 1st Psychic Experience
[at] Unicron1000 I feel normal, but my mind is blank and I can see the vision (s) clear (unlike my dreams I don't remember). It's like something is saying pay attention and don't miss anything. But I embrace this because this is helping me strength my gift that God has blessed me with. I used to be afraid of it in the beginning, but now I EMBRACE it with open arms.
Brother, the same exact thing is occurring with me and its specifically attached to when I watch or look at a Telivision. Interesting. Maybe the Telivision waves have a strongly negative effect on mediums? I have the WE and You cognitivr thought proceseesbut its almost as if I have lost the I. I think you are doing extremely well with this though and I think you need to pursue this path of intuitions in terms of psycho analytical observations, but always makes sure to keep all of this regulated. Honestly it seems to me like you are extremely well at this though and I have no doubt in my mind that you will exceed not only spiritually, but also energetiacally and physically. Much love to you as wel as healing vibrations and if you need someone to talk to feel free to email me.
darklight11 in I Want What I Feel
You can be who you want to be. All it starts is in your mind and your belief shapes you. If you believe you are a weak, ungifted, polluted, scared, etc... Then this is the truth you believe in and this is who you will become. If you believe you are strong, powerful, confident, outgoing, etc... This is what you believe and will become.

Only true adversary is your own negative and downgrading thoughts that intrudges you like a serpent, trying to peg you down. Other's people voices that smack against you are just that, nothing. They aren't worth your time and effort, if you feel like you need to leave, then leave.

The motto of "just do it" is the hardest step to overcome because of the fear of unknown. The more you fortify your mind with your own positive and strong thoughts, the stronger you become. It needs to become a habit where you catch yourself that you can change. The world gives you what you deserve and it all comes pulling from your thoughts, your words that are spoken, and action. Take steps, small that are small accomplishment which becomes something great.

Your purpose is simple and complex. It is a passion that moves your soul, a want that makes you so thirsty you can't look back to the past because it is what you want. The fear of stopping keeps you going because you already burnt your boat. The purpose is the whole journey of the walk as well as the goal that you set yourself at the end. The calling that makes you motivated, it changes, for sure, but the "core value of your passion" does not.

People will give up, most of the people will stop and say its impossible. Then it means your passion wasn't worth all that effort because it seem like a dream. It will take time to get to the end of your goal, if you have one. If you don't even know what you want in life, then it is difficult to move forward.

Set goals, big and small. Search in that "want" drive you have. Form around it and find something that excites you. That is where most of the time the "core" value of your passion are and the purpose begin and ends.

Good luck, may God bless you on your journey.

I am interested in this school. Who do I message? My email is on my profile. Thanks.

Being pulled can be quite normal. I wasn't really pulled to this website when I first started, however I was pulled to a person. I was in a chat room on IMVU, and yes this was a good while back now when it was actually kind of popular, but if you are unaware it was a virtual chat room, and someone in that room I had a strong pull towards. I had the feeling that I need to talk to this person, but I didn't know why. As people started to leave it then came down to just me and them. Come to find out they knew more about me and what I could do than I ever could have. I knew what I could do, but I didn't know what it was called or how. Come to find out I was an Empath and I found this out because of that pull to talk to her. Afterwords I found this site and started to try and help people, I knew what it was like to be doing things and not know how or why. I knew what it felt like to be lost and alone and just want someone to come and tell me that I wasn't alone. I had that and wanted to be able to help others in the same way. It's also why in all this time on this site I never have posted a story, I wasn't asking for help, but instead looked to help others. Now at the time the ones I was talking to didn't want me to be on this site, they wanted me helping people to be more personal one on one, but I disobeyed and wanted to help as many people as I could, so I stayed. I'm not nearly as active as I was in the past, but still have moments where I come on and see what catches my eyes. As far as your smoke story, it could actually be orbs instead. It's common for them to be drawn to psychics due to their energy, and we see them in the corner of our eyes because we are less focused there. Once you turn to try and see them, you start focusing on this world around you so you lose focus on them and they go away. Same happens with full figure spirits. You'll see them out of the corner of your eyes, and when they catch your attention and you try to focus on them they will tend to vanish. They will be attracted to your energy, and will hang around. I actually find it a little annoying, I'd rather see them all the time, or none at all. However, I tend to get flashes of them. People are different though, someone I know sees the fully, another doesn't see them at all, I'm kind of in-between.
I'm afraid I can't really help you too much with the energy work side of things, I wasn't very good with energy manipulation I'm afraid. However, I do have experience in Empathy. You can evolve past just knowing how someone feels to being able to physically feel what they feel, even smell, see what they do. Once you connect with someone, even thousands of miles away, distance doesn't matter. Whatever they experience with their senses, you can tap into that and feel the same. If you want to get into healing work, being able to physically feel what they feel wrong can really help you pinpoint and locate the areas that need work most. Also working on letting your energy flow into them taking the bad/damaged energy out of them and into yourself you can essentially dissipate that pain they feel, at-least for a while and help them feel better. I did this without touch, but someone that I know in person would do it with touch, placing their hands on the injured area and taking the pain away. Something to think about.
Being normal is overrated. You didn't really say what you are looking for so I'm going to assume you're just looking for people who understand what you're feeling? The worst feeling with things like this is the feeling of not knowing who or what you are. To have a name that isn't known to you, and feel like you're missing a part of yourself. Many people here understand that once they get past the being scared phase of diving head first into everything.
First off towards AeonGirl, you really should publish your own story instead of tacking a long story on someone else's post. However, I would like to first say calm down. You don't need alcohol, pills, or anything of the sort. You're open to feeling more, and that's not a bad thing. The first step is realizing there's more to this world than what people see as "normal". Distance doesn't matter, time doesn't matter, even people don't matter. We can feel things others wouldn't believe, so trying to talk to people can get complicated too. Take things in baby steps or you'll end up overloading yourself which is what it seems like talking about exhaustion and anxiety. If you want to send me an e-mail we can have a better conversation, I won't feed you any new age religious bs, just my own experiences and I won't promise to have all the answers you may seek, but maybe I can help out a little. Also I'll give you an answer a good friend of mine gave me as far as losing hope in humanity. I felt the same way that you do, was humanity worth saving? He told me yes, the reason is that humanity can change. Even with all the bad it still has the ability to change for good. So we can't lose faith in humanity just for the way it is since it can change and evolve. Yes it takes work, but it's not impossible. Also just in case you ever thought of suicide, or things of that nature, another friend of mine told me before. If I wanted to, he can't stop me, but I needed to have a good reason. Without a good reason, there would be no point and may as well stay. Not liking life or wanting to be here isn't a good enough reason not to be here. So just in case, it's something to think about.

James, I believe you're thinking of it wrong. It's not the mirror, or phone, or anything of the sort. Go out to a quiet lake, no motion, water still, and throw a rock as far as you possibly can into the middle of the lake. What happens? You disturb the calm water and cause ripples, even after the first wave you'll see ripples across the whole lake. That's what you're feeling. Time isn't as straightforward as you'd think. You're feeling the emotions from people who are close to you. Since they are so close to you, you feel the power of their sadness, that ripple from the future event that essentially has already, and is already happening. So it's not something that will come, it's a moment in time that is still taking place. Once you deal with time it starts getting complicated, I know, I'm sorry. However the ripple is the best way I can explain it. The more powerful the emotion that is to come, the bigger the wave it'll make, and the easier it'll be to feel. You feel the ones that are close to you because those are the ones you have the most connection with. You can feel others as well, and if it's a big event, an example was one night I could feel something was wrong, and the next morning I found that bomb which went off in the race in... Boston I think it was? You have to remember that actions can have many effects on people. If someone dies you have their family, relatives, friends, neighbors, anyone that knows them and can feel hurt from their passing will still have that emotion, and that's just with one person, the more people, the more people affected, and the more an impact it will make. Now this doesn't just happen with negative emotions, but those are the easiest to feel, not the strongest, but the easiest. I'm known as an empath, I can feel others emotions, and I had a friend who lives thousands of miles away, but I could feel what she felt. This can evolve, but the first thing is typically feeling their emotions. Hope some of what I said helps.
Good morning, something you should know first off is the ability to see things that aren't always part of our tangible world is often times easier through the corner of our eyes. You have to lose focus on the world around you to gain focus on that world, this is done the easiest through the corner of our eyes since that's where you have the least amount of focus while still being able to notice changes. When you turn to look at what caught your attention you then start to focus and it goes away, this is pretty normal. I was once advised that I would see shadows in the corners of my eyes and to ignore them, to not even acknowledge their existence. Often times it can be annoying, but I haven't really had anything come from it. As far as something following you, you could try building the energy around you and expanding it. The way It was described to me was picturing in your mind the energy around your body, and slowly expanding it into the world around you until it encases the whole room. A wall of energy that let's only that which you want to pass through it come through, and those that you don't aren't able to pass through. You could give it a try and see if it works out for you. Do note that often times spirits are attracted to psychics due to their energy and aren't actually there to harm you, but instead are drawn to you. I've had orbs around me ever since I started into all of these kinds of things, and they were there to try and help protect me. I also saw in very old photos of myself an orb that was always there, even before I got into everything which I believe to have been my guardian angel, so the real question is based on what you feel. If you're just afraid of something being there, and not that it's actually bad, it could be something else. However, if you feel that it's something bad, try blocking it out. If you can do it yourself then there won't be a need for someone to come and cleanse your house because you would have already done it.
I don't fault you for being skeptic at all, in fact most of the "Psychics" that you will find in the world, or on phone lines trying to make money will often times warp what you say, or give very vague predictions to make it seem like they have great insight when they really do not. However, that's a major key in finding the ones who truly are gifted from those that aren't. The ones who really are in this world often times don't choose to be. Myself included, I never asked for any of it, and it just started happening one day. Most people here don't see it as a great gift but instead a curse, and those are the ones who really are telling the truth. It's sad, but with how many people claim to be what they aren't, when someone really is, then there's a world of misinformation. There will of course be times where things will still seem like hocus pocus because it really is mind boggling what is possible, it'll feel like warping the universe itself, but it still can be cool too. Spend the day with someone who really is, and I dislike the term psychic due to being so vague, and you'll feel your world view get flipped around. Distance no longer matters, you see connections you wouldn't think possible, and you start to feel really small in such a vast universe.
I don't believe most people on here will be able to help you I'm afraid, in fact most people will probably not read through that much text, I myself skimmed through most of it. Seems like you've had a lot of fun experiences, I don't like the part about going to asylums though. I don't seem them as a major help, most people just don't understand, so doing anything outside of the "norm" will often times lock you away, or have you repeat the phrase that you are crazy until you start believing it yourself. With so many different experiences that you're talking about, I'm unsure of what exactly you're looking for from this site. What kind of advice are you trying to seek? I think I know of what portal you spoke of though, I do want to say be careful though. Diving head first into everything can get you into trouble, or get you hurt. You seem to be well connected to your other self though so that's good.
LadyBelle (guest) in I Want What I Feel
Hi Admiralblitz

Let me start by saying that I understand how you feel, even more I can relate to you.

No matter the cruelty we come across in this world, don't ever lose your inner identity. Don't lose your inner beauty because of people and situations we would categorize as bad. There's a reason you were born in this certain family and certain surroundings. I had asked myself before the same questions... Why was my sensitive soul put in a place of so much pain and injustice, when all I ever wanted was to give and receive love, work on creating a better world for better humanity? It didn't make any sense to me.
But, if I've learned something through all these experiences then it's to understand people around me better and being able to help them. If I hadn't gone through that, would I be able to empathize with the world around me all the way? To be completely honest, I'd like to change the entire world, but not being able to do that is kind of frustrating...there's so much to be done. Then again, you can make a change step by step, word by word. Even our corresponding here on this website is making a change. You never know how just one single word of yours will affect someone, in a positive way.
So, maybe coming to Earth in a human body makes some sense after all. We don't have all the answers, just puzzles we use to create bigger picture. Only one new puzzle can change our perspective, that's why I explore and seek new knowledge.
The home you're mentioning is actually inside of you, that's the love to/from your spiritual family/angels/tribe. Wherever you go, you carry it with you and that is what is giving you strength to go further. I've seen my spiritual family so I know it to be true.
Having visions in dreams is quite normal, there's nothing to worry about. Don't question your mind. Since you're able to "see" through dreams, then you can try something: before falling asleep, ask your spiritual family/angels a question and ask them to remember the dream when you wake up in the morning. Dreams are a great way for communication with spiritual realm, for getting messages.
Yo can also read about clairvoyance.
I also find home and peace in nature and art/music. So, I can completely understand you in the part where you could spend the whole day in the nature just walking or looking at the sky. Whenever you need to recharge your batteries or think you cannot endure any more - just go there - it will always give you the soothing feeling of home and comfort.

Advice: don't waste your energy on fitting in, that's not why you're here and it will only hurt you more. Rather waste your energy on being who you truly are, your authentic self. To express your very beautiful essence - your true identity- is why you're here. There's a warrior inside of you growing, and all that you're feeling now is transforming into a weapon for changing things to better.

Stay well:-)
If you want to talk more or need an advice, I am always at your disposal.

Kind regards
This school would be more of a group per-say. People coming together, sharing knowledge, and working together to learn more about our psychic abilities. All ages are encouraged to join, so you would always be welcome! I will send you an email, and I hope to hear from you soon!

Best Regards,
Dawn 😊
Wish I could point you to someone that can help, but I want you to know, I will pray for you all, and the ex. I hope you have looked more into how to help him, and yourselves...

May the guides shield you all from him (I'd look into a protection meditation you can use). Best of luck!
Ashsult in Calling My Name
Brad, can I call you Brad? I had the same thing happen, very frequently, a few years ago, almost everyday. Unfortunately, I was at work one day and one of them called my name so many times, I finally got fed up; it was interfering with my job, and said, "no more!" And now, literally, no more voices πŸ˜” Now I have to beg for them to come back, guess I really got what I asked for. Thankfully, I have started hearing them calling my name again, but it's taking a lot of begging and apologizing πŸ™ So don't ever do what I did lol
Now for some real advice, I read/heard (YouTube) that our spirit guides are more of an ancestor, or and actual assigned guide (but, who am I know, nor am I trying to rain in your awesome parade) but I would read, and read more, into it. I had no idea who's voice it was calling my name, and there were a few. I am just glad they are all there, and who's to say there are not more than one?
Stay positive and ask them to let you know who they are, and then give him/her/them some time to let you know; dream, reoccurrences. You will 'know' when it comes.
Good luck and best wishes on your awakening! Sounds so promising!
This happens to me as well, so glad I found your experience and question, which I will be following. Thankfully, ThulsaDune gave us a good place to start; Aether, and Universal knowledge. I'd suggest looking into some good reads on the subjects; books/websites, and going on from there. I'll share any I find, when I come across anything, here with all. Hope you do the same!
Here's to finding truth and expanding our abilities 😊
Hi Gibby

It's possible that is an unwanted presence, whether it is demonic or not I don't think I can say based on the experience, however I had hired a distant entity clearer who I purchased a tutorial from on commands involving Archangel Michael Jesus and God to send this spirit or demon to where it needs to be. If you want me to try the command if you think it's attached to you email me.

But he does work with some Angels one would get skeptical about. But you don't have to use any commands involving those angels.

I only tell you about this because I been through attack and still suffer. Entity clearers can be expensive and most of them are fakes. But there is one who I enlisted and had an experience once he started his work (I smelled blood pungently) and felt great heat on my shins. Demons are not something to play around with, it's most important that you don't give in to fear and intimidation or give up on God, cause that's when these entities do their damage.

Let us know how your situation goes.

Unicron1000 in Awakening Psychic (?)
Am I the only one that noticed that almost all of your visions relate to death or hurt in a way?

I am trying to also figure out how to control this ability. So I can't really help you.

Unicron1000 in 1st Psychic Experience
So, I have a question. What do you feel like when you get a vision?

For me when I get a vision, it comes out of nowhere and when I try to think about something else I can't. My mind freezes. It focuses on that vision and I can't stop thinking/seeing it.

Do you feel that way too?

Thank you.
Hey Dawn!

Some info about me is on my profile, but here is my email as well: wongkylie8 [at]

I'm not sure it would be legal for me to teach, since I am below 18. But hopefully I can act as a moderator admin, or counselor if the school will be hosted online. If you want to talk more over email, I would be glad to.

- Kylie ❀
I can offer a book title, "You the Healer" by Jose Silva. It's out of print but I was able to find it on Ebay.
Thank you for your advice! A lot of people on here can lie about their abilities, so I will do my best to prevent those types of people from joining the school. And as your help, I think the school could very much use more teachers! I can tell that you are someone who has learned on their own, how to control their abilities. And completely understands what it is like to have others believe you as crazy, for simply being psychic. If you are interested, please leave me your email ^-^

Best Regards,
It would be an honor to have to join! I myself have also found it difficult to find resources online, to help me learn more. But as you said, many of them are questionable. This school would be full of those who have learned from experience, and can tell you truth about any questions you may have. Is there an email I can reach you at?


I have lots of advice on many subjects. Everyone is different but we all have basic common needs. It is advantageous to find a simple thing, and I mean one simple pleasure to anchor on. It needs to be a simple thought, memory, sentence, image, maybe object. I have a special rock I found when I was out walking by myself one day thinking about random stuff and enjoying nature. My little voice said look down, so I did. I saw a 3/4 inch by 1 inch quartz stone. My little voice said pick it up so I did. As soon as I held it I started to feel a buzz and vibration and then it started to feel warm. I slipped this quartz stone into my pocket and kept it. Many many years later I still have it. Sometimes I carry it when I feel compelled to. I drop it in my pocket and reach in and take hold of it once in awhile when things around me start to amp up or I start to get agitated. It helps me re-focus and align myself. Sometimes I can use it to tune up or down. That is a whole other discussion and topic. Sometimes I think about others in different areas and what they are going through at that very moment. Sometimes I have a little tune or song I am repeating in my head or switching to another one. Sometimes I am carrying an image of one of my favorite lakes I like to fish at. I use a lot of different methods.

Sometimes in certain situations I need to go into full blown isolated meditation mode and ground myself in nature in a forest or by a river. I concentrate on everything around me and on how large the world is and where I fit into it. I know it is clichΓ© but count your blessings. πŸ˜‰
Thank you for your comment Thulsadune. I recently shared that I am an empath with a coworker. Turns out he is an empath as well. We had a long conversation about it, and agreed it wasn't something to be shared amongst our coworkers. There's so much ignorance in the world. Thank you for the warning about psychologists. I do see a therapist, and I've shared a decent amount with her. She's been understanding and open, and is an empath as well, but I can see a bit of skepticism in her eyes. I'll recede in my sharing most likely. I have a difficult time staying grounded and feeling I have a strong identity, any suggestions? Thanks for your help.

I have got to jump on here and put my 2 cents in. I don't want to hurt peoples feelings or get a war going or get kicked off of this site. I am compelled to state some things and I hope people will take me seriously and have an open mind.

The past is the past and we don't need to dwell on it. Shorte1235 you have admitted to everything you have experienced and are looking for help. So what I am going to talk about is not directed at you but for others to read and ponder with an open mind I hope.

I am one of those people in a constant battle with trying to deal with the fallout of what people knowingly or unknowingly cause. They end up hurting themselves, others and Humanity in general on Earth. They open up portals, summon forth energies and entities and create Hell on Earth.

I get frustrated with the situation more so than the people. People either just don't believe or realize this stuff is real and that there is a price to be paid.

Okay here we go. There is no such thing as good magic or white magic. All magic has Demonic backing. White magic is deception brought forth to convince you that it is not harmful and to massage your ego and vanity. Every form of magic or witchcraft has a price tag that must be paid or reconciled. It all has a cost of some kind. Nothing is enjoyed for free except GOD's blessing of GRACE and MERCY. Everything else must exact payment from somewhere.

If we attempt to pierce the veil or protection that The Creator has placed there and contact something we run the risk of attack. When you use a Ouija board or like device you tear a hole in that veil and dark negative energies and entities can pass in and out through that portal. Yes they really work and can cause very bad things. It isn't the board exactly but a combination of the ritual and intent by the people involved. It can't do it without the people part of the equation. Same thing with many devices and rituals. Some will hate me for this but I don't care, it needs to be said. Wicca is a form of witchcraft and mark my words a tax will be levied.

Everything has got to be in balance. When you upset that balance you will pay somehow someway. It might not be that person, but someone they know or love or some part of their life. It always boomerangs back even sometimes years later. The heaviest price to pay is by Satanists. They believe their dark lord will give them favor. It is all a lie and they will pay worse than any other.

Many times when people make contact with a helpful spirit or guide it is all a deception. I am not saying always, but most times it is. There are exceptions to the rule, but not often.

There are many ways to deal with many things, but smudging only helps with minor things. If you are truly dealing with a malevolent energy being or entity it will only get worse. If you are dealing with something truly Evil attacking you your only hope for relief is GOD, Spirit, The Creator or whatever term you wish to use.

You can't fight dark with something darker. You can't bind a Demon with magic, they will laugh at you. They invented magic and influence and deception. You can't use Wicca or enchantment or rituals or ceremonies or blood sacrifices or Vodoo. That is just movie fantasy. Only faith and GOD can re-balance the scale.

If no one believes me, fine. Try it your way and see how bad it can get. Get mad and attack what I say, I don't care. I have been dealing with it for years. I have been attacked by Dark and Evil things and have seen them. GOD protected me from any real harm. I will admit I have been freaked out more than once by being surprised.
How about a 6'5" 350 lb. Guy being tossed several feet like a rag doll with no one near him. I mean picked up off the floor and thrown. Evil is real. Demons are real. The Devil is real.

Guess what Angels are real. Jesus is Real. GOD is real.

Evil cowers before GOD.

So renounce anything Dark or Evil. Cast away from you any form of magic and learn to Pray to GOD. You can still be sensitive and believe in GOD.
Hello to both of you, SeekerVick86 and AeonGirl,

My inner voice or guide was screaming at me to open up this site tonight. What I type here is for both of you and others. I am 51 years old but still can relate. I was also plagued with weird stuff from almost birth. My memories start from 4 years old though. There are many like you and me out there. You are not alone in your experiences. I did not have the Internet or anyone to talk to about this stuff so I had to kind of gut it out. You now have the good fortune of reaching many like yourself. Seekervick 86, I suggest you click on my name and go to my profile page and read some of my stories and comments. It might help you with some of the information you are looking for. I also am in and have been in the HVAC trade for many years. Some of my gifts make my job easier and I find ways to help others in my free time. We all have to pay the bills somehow. I also use my abilities to do battle with dark forces and energies. I have taught myself how to calm my storms and control and use my gifts. I am a very strong empath also, but was blessed with a tool box full of other abilities that help me with many things. We all struggle with ow to deal with Society around us. Sometimes our environment is almost toxic and sometimes it is beautiful and overwhelming.

A word of warning to all Empaths. You will be targeted by Narcissists and sycophants and evil negative energies. You will need to learn how to block or shield yourself from that stuff. You will need to learn how to purge and cleanse and balance yourself in your everyday life. Everyone has their own Unique experiences and way of coping.

I deal with and help people with nasty stuff and negative entities and energies. I myself rely on my beliefs and my GOD or the Creator to help me and get me through what I deal with. I am not preaching, but I know what waits for us beyond the veil if we cross through it. I won't discuss it here and now.

There is a reason why you feel like you have no direction or control sometimes. It can be fixed and improved on but it takes time and effort. Modern western Society is not prepared for or will except this stuff. Psychologists and doctors can not relate to the spiritual realm and will have you committed and ruin your life if they get control of you.

It is not wise to try and self medicate or experiment with drugs and substances. It will really mess you up if you truly are a sensitive. It is like someone giving you the keys to a race car and then pulling out the steering wheel as you speed off. It is going to end badly and it isn't if you are going to crash but when. It is going to be how bad you are going to get hurt before it stops rolling.

Detoxify your body and spirit and find a spare steering wheel somewhere somehow. Find someone to talk to and share with. Come on this site, email people direct, find people near you. You need a support system of some kind and don't tell everybody you meet about it. They are gifts to be respected, protected and not abused. They are gifts to be used to help others and not be profited from. Mainstream Society in the West will lock you away if your not careful. People will ruin your life and make you miserable if you are not cautious and careful who you talk to. Some will just take advantage of and try to use you.

Well I have said enough for tonight, but hopefully got the ball rolling for you.

I help people who really need it, but I have to be careful about how much I take on. I have people who help me also with what I do. πŸ˜‰
Hi Shorte1235,
In deep meditation say to your self, "Every day, in every way I am getting better, better, and better." You may also say, while in deep meditation, "Negative thoughts and negative suggestions have no influence over me at any level of the mind including the outer conscious level." Finally, "I will always maintain a perfectly healthy body and mind." In deep meditation these are extremely powerful; though, there is no "one and done" here. Many repetitions are needed, keep practicing.

I think that sounds an amazing idea. I also agree. I grew up fearing my psychic abilities, not knowing what it was. And when I mentioned it to people around me, they either thought I was crazy or just didn't believe in it. But one cannot deny what they feel. Good luck starting the school!

Another thing you might want to watch out for, though, are people who just want to be psychic/get into the metaphysical without thinking about the consequences (just so they can look mysterious and edgy, you know?).

P.S. If you need any help, I would be grateful to help you! ❀

- Kylie
I so understand. I'm very much like you are. I'm sorry I don't have more answers, as I'm also looking for the same. I see far too much and am miserable in a way, because of it. I literally can't wear rose-colored glasses. Reality and the never-ending barrage of people's selfishness, meanness or pain, is mainly what there is to see. Good luck and God bless.
Please honor these things and do not let them be taken from me. I've come here for a merciful answer.
Hello. I'm AeonGirl. I have dreamt of people close to me dying and then they die. I've had a lot of bad feelings like a flash of a memory, like a daydream or in night dreams (where they're much more accurate) and I call everyone. I've seen an ex I broke up with, trying to cast a spell on me and texted him what came exactly from my mind: "The evil eye is now focused on you," then my colorful vocabulary came pouring out, astonished someone would do that to me. I scared him and he was even more drawn to me. I've gotten to visit old France, where my grandmother lived, with a perfect view of her home, with the old, dark tree and the flowers in her garden. The fragrant breeze of flowers let me know she was showing me those things after death. My dad called me in a dream to tell me that he was okay. He called me again in another dream when my brother died and said they were together in Balgo Na, then was in a beautiful forest - his favorite place to be. In the stream, I stood then was sitting but nothing was cold or hot, just beautiful. My mother was killed after my brother and a month before this exploratory day surgery she was to have in December, I told her not to have it because I'd dreamt of her death and woke up, sobbing with grief. I watched her die slowly after being hacked up by doctors for no good reason, suffocating and staring at me, shedding one tear. She was fully aware this entire time but unable to speak for a month, in a total nightmare and I only got to hear her voice once after they let her bleed internally, for over twelve hours. It was horrible. It was totally for nothing. She told us not to fight over anything of hers and not to pursue a suit for money. We honored that. It took her over a year to finally visit me without being lost. She came to me in a dream once, but was very lost and "drunk," or "drugged," as she'd been much before her death and was with bad forces. Finally, I got to visit her in her beautiful place and she was herself and happy, in a small apartment where she could cook, sleep and just be safe and comfortable. I understand none oth this. I saw my warrior (former Army Sargent) brother, fighting beings at the gates of hell, which were bending forward, but not opening, though these things would occasionally escape and as our protector in life of a house full of females, he showed me these things but told me that I had to leave and that it wasn't safe. It was nothing but gray, foggy and dank and he was carrying a reaper weapon but was fighting against evil, slaying these things. When he was alive, I saw him once in a daydream in Afghanistan, war-worn and covered in dirt, where a flap of canvas was flapping in the wind as he surveyed the distance. I've seen ghosts, darker things, was haunted by a man who had committed suicide and I know things people never have to explain to me. At five, I saw four angels over me, in my room, all pointing up as the last, was pointing to me. I remember the day I was born, have dreamt of memories my family members have had or them showing me these precious times and grasp love between others as if I was the one in the relationship. I can't be lied to and it hurts me deeply. I have astral projected several times and had a series of war dreams, where Russia bombs, then invaded the U.S. Anyone else get this much info? My anxiety is bad. I broke away from a narcissist who took severe advantage of me after all this death and am building myself back up. He slept with his adopted daughter and kept her away for a long time and told me SHE was sick but found out too much otherwise, when she came back. I believe in God, in Jesus because of the things I have actually seen and just want someone to tell me this happens to them and how to cope or get better at it? Not interested in new age religion bs. There's one God I follow. I've been "seen" by people who call themselves witches and asked me to help them to become powerful as they claimed to see something in me and I declined. Although I've self-medicated much in alcoholic stages and with medicine I was prescribed, but these things have never left me. Someone, somewhere, please tell me how you do it and not become so exhausted and in constant fear, knowing the stark reality and darkness in most people that surround us. I'm generally disliked but very open and friendly and genuine. People either get overly drawn to me almost creepily or they hate me without cause. I don't trust anyone. HOW does one live this way (almost breaking) without losing all hope in humanity?
Thank you sincerely for your time.
I've been longing for an instructional institution for a little while now. I can come across plenty of "Psychic" resources online, but many of them are questionable. Many people want to develop abilities, some of us just want to cope with the ones we have. I'd rather thrive than suffer and survive.
I read somebody's past by holding there hand and looking in their eyes
Hi Ladybelle

I always had the thought in the back of my mind that I would have to go to a spiritual setting whether in Africa, Asia or South America to deal with this.

But that's such a big excursion. I'd like to point out that I did go out of country once during the last month to the Tropics (caribbean) where I met a baptist woman who told me to take sea baths. While I was there for 6 days I took two sea baths, although she said I needed 7. She also told me lots of prayer and gave me a mix of red lavender to wash myself with after taking a shower.

I actually started sleeping again occasionally during that trip even if only for 30 minutes at a time. In the tropics everyone tends to take a break around noon time and in some countries they go home for lunch or a nap. It so happens that every day at lunch time there would be a thunder shower and I recall laying down on one of the days (I stayed at my aunts house) and then asking what happened to the day's rain? It turns out I had slept for 30 minutes through it.

But as mysteriously as the blessings came, they dried up when I returned home. I thank you Ladybelle for the support and advice, even though I can feel nothing, to know that God / source is still with me is something that rings true to my experience and is advice I'm happy to see on the forum for others to know as they go through similar hell.

Your English is more than fine Ladybelle:)

Hi Blubber108

Thanks for giving more insight.
Whatever suits you best, hope it provides you with results or least gives you a sign/clue for the next step on your path.

What I liked in the provided article is that the shaman actually took the person suffering to his village and cured him there, eventually not only that the person felt better but also became a healer himself. Happy endings give hope:-)
As it goes for dreams, it's possible when you clear yourself a little bit from this negative influence that the communication through dreams and sleeping will reappear again (English is not my native, but I guess it's understandable what I'm saying). The connection with the Source is never lost, especially if you hold it dearly in your heart. Communicate often with God and when you do just feel & visualize your heart filled with love (energy of white colour, gold colour, whatever colour you feel comfortable with) and how you're sending him thoughts/prayers with that energy of love.

I welcome your will to help yourself, it's an important factor I believe and your story & strength to overcome that is a guide to all other people who are facing those kinds of problems.
Thanks for pointing me to another story.
Also, it's great that there are people who really wish to help from their hearts so my respect goes to them, meaning all the people contacting you and all the ones contacting you in general. Wish you all well.

Kind regards

You can go on my profile page and find posts and my email. You can email me with questions if you want to.
Hi David

I've come across a similar polygonal sort of transforming astral being before when I was 12 years old. It was all black and sort of spun into my field of view in the form of a disk while I was under sleep paralysis and then it folded out limbs and a humanoid form in a sort of transformer like way and stared right at my face as it hovered there as I couldn't move or call out.

Your story probably didn't upload yet, but I read your profile introduction about your astral and kundalini encounters.

Usually in those experiences visualizing something like dozens of swords of light piercing the entity or making it known in your intention or vibration that you are not afraid is enough to end the encounter early.

I used to have entities in sleep paralysis but I'm dealing with something much closer to my vital and life force that even affects me in more than just the twilight moments of between sleep and waking.

Just try not to make the same mistakes I did as it's no fun living like this with an entity overshadowing and draining all benevolent emotions with aggravation and wicked impulses.

Thank you for reading my story and commenting check back in the months ahead hopefully if I have any breakthroughs I will tell you what worked to save me.

Wow brother, truly an interesting story I struggle with something extremely similar and it always nice knowing there's other people out there... You seem to be taking it well though and that makes me happy to hear. Much love and healing energy goes to you.
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You have my interest.

You did call us to check out your story once uploaded.

What was it you felt called to? What was the story of yours which mirrored this young man?

Do you attribute your sleep problems to smoking and working overnight?

... Or to a spirit which also caused your streak of bad luck with your car windows?

Hi Ladybelle

Thank you for the suggestion.

Yes, I already knew about shamanism and felt because they go into a trance state that they would be able to interface with entities that I know are real and affecting me.

The first distance entity clearer I utilized also had a distance shaman do a 'soul retrieval' on me after the entity clearer's work. I also saw a shamanic practitioner in person and had a session. I did not really feel much from that session where the shaman journeyed and did a depossession and soul retrieval in person. It's a very sensitive topic because on one hand, prayer and God has shown that it can move this thing off of me, but it comes back when I do nothing wrong.

If there is a certain behavior I need to do in order for God and any guardian angels to help me, I'm no longer receiving opportunities as I'm not falling asleep on my own anymore.

It's like I hope God can understand why I'm resorting to other ways to solve this issue because it's heavy to deal with having an attachment which causes me to be unable to sleep among other things like teething/shivering impulses to do unspeakable acts with images of things like self mutilation or mutilation of others. I often stay in my own room back home at my parents house now, keeping my hands under my pillow or myself as I don't want to be around my loved ones feeling like that.

I will be trying to follow ThulsaDune's advice going forward, although I do thank you for your advice and did try a two shamans.

It's like because prayer once had me go through a night of sleep on my own, I don't want to give up on it. But then subsequent nights I tried the same thing but was left without sleep or answers as to why the blessing did not stay.

I recommend you check out angel10023's story as it's similar to mine with what she's tried to get help

I thank you in any case and will read your link, I welcome anyone's experience or suggestions to remedy my situation and if something works I'll let everyone know what worked.
Hi Blubber108

I'm sorry for the pain and confusion you were & still are going through the entire time.
I see that you've tried everything possible to help yourself. You've mentioned all kinds of healers. And I believe you've informed yourself a lot. What about shamans and their healing techniques?

I've read all kinds of topics on them, from their history to their work and everything they're capable of (including elimination of attached negative spirits).
I attached this link cause I find the article to be interesting - from the shamans point of view on negative spirits/energies and how they affect the persons mind and body.
Maybe it gives you a hint for your further journey.


I wish you a safe journey & that it all turns out well for you.

Kind regards
Hi guys, thank you for the concern, I have a constant playing of Christian radio station in my room.

I will try to look into all of what you suggest I am definitely in this for a long haul. Some days I almost have zero motivation knowing its insanity to deny the things I seen and experienced.

If anything, this chapter in my life has showed me that evil is truly real and so is God.

So many things stick out to me and I can never look at the world the same way again.

It was extremely notable that when a distance entity clearer tried to command it off of me with archangel Michael and Jesus name I started smelling a foul smell like blood in my nose for the next 2 or 3 days. But he wasn't successful.

So many of my experiences these last 8 months have been the kind that make me not care if someone believes me or not. I've seen it and have nothing to prove.

ThulsaDune you have permission to email me with questions and suggestions if some of what you post isn't comfortable here. I would gladly welcome your calling to be interested in this it's okay if it gets really christian. I am a raised catholic and I want to overcome this.

Yes I tried my local church and spoke with 4 pastors, two of which changed the topic, 3 of which refused to help with deliverance, and one of which (a Haitian Creole priest) gave me tinctures and a small prayer for deliverance and where the tinctures rolled down my forehead, the hallucinations peeled off as if it were drops of paint peeling off.

I've had so many hints that God is the only thing that works, but its so hard to figure out what he needs for him to help me.
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I would appreciate both of you reading my post when it does get posted.

ThulsaDune is a smart name; I'd really like to email with you and ask you a few things if that would be alright.

Blabber... Thank you for having the courage to branch out this way and see where it would take you.

I highly recommend reading Frank E. Peretti's This Present Darkness.
Hi Blubber108,

Whatever you do don't give in and don't lose hope.

You can click on my name and it will take you to my profile page and you can read older posts. It works that way with everyone.

You might find things that speak to you in a way. I have dealt with many of the things you are describing while helping others. I am not on here that often unless compelled to open it up. I am sent here when someone is truly in need of help. I do not post personal advice on this site and try to keep it vague and general. I use email for people to contact me if they need personal help. Some things I post may offend some people, but they have not seen or dealt with what I have been involved with.

I constantly try to teach and warn people of the dangers they inflict on themselves and humanity. I don't fit the mold when it comes to psychics. I also am a Christian and have a strong belief system that isn't always accepted by mainstream thought. It is quite alright if people don't believe me, I don't need validation.

Everything in your post is textbook of what I try to warn people about. I have seen the exact situations play out exactly the same way and same time line you have described. The positive thing is that you are aware of it and can change it. You are not crazy and you can take control.

It was the right decision to try and contact GOD. What you are experiencing is going to require his help to fix. You are dealing with attachment and possession. Drugs and doctors are not going to fix this. It is out of their jurisdiction and knowledge. Talking to a priest and asking for the churches help is the right path but tough to do. Many do not truly believe and don't wish to do the hard thing. You need an intercession with your issue. As you stated quite accurately, you were deceived! If you can find a priest to help you sever the attachment and cleanse your home that would be best. You can do things on your own to help, but you need support from someone near you.

The lack of sleep both causes Hallucinations and weakens your will and resolve. I can give you many ways to help combat what is happening, but make no mistake you are in for a long haul. There are others on here that can vouch for my intentions. I want nothing from you and will not charge you or expect anything from you. GOD gave me gifts to help people with and I can only help as much as people will allow me to. You have free will and I will not force you to do anything. I may suggest things that sound foolish, but they have been proven to work in some ways. Not every situation is the same and not everything responds in the same manner. Sometimes you need to keep tweaking and slowly gain ground baby step by baby step.
1 Get some kosher or purified salt to use to cleanse and build a barrier with. Start in your bedroom first and use that as your personal safe room.
2 Find lavender sprigs and tea and use them to purify and cleanse your room. Don't smudge or burn it. Set it around your room and put some of the leaves in your pillow case. Make a lavender tea and drink it about 2 hours before going to bed.
3 Learn to pray and ask GOD for protection and help every night before you go to bed.
4 Find someone to help support you and pray for you on your behalf.
5 Get a King James Bible and place in your room with you somewhere within reach of your bed. You will need it to recite or read things from when things heat up and they will.
6. Find psalm 23 in that Bible and use it for cleansing and quieting down the nasties.
7. Find The Lords Prayer in the new testament and memorize it for later use. Commit it to heart.
8. Get a cd or casset player or ipod that you can load music onto and play later while in your room and possibly while you sleep.
9. Get a dream catcher and hang in an East facing window.
10. DO NOT use a medium, a pendulum or a Ouija board to try and make contact.

These are only for a starting place.
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About the missing time and gunshots. Do you own a firearm? If you do make sure you are storing separate as it seems you cannot rule out sleep walking activity.

Do you feel responsible for the death of those close to you? It's possible that there is an unrelated entity sensing your vulnerabilities and feelings of guilt. If you have to, do something like a prayer or acknowledgement and apology for any strife you might have had with those who died.

At this point I don't think you are being haunted by any of these people for having mere negative thoughts preceding their deaths. But if you are moving around with an overriding guilt there are entities much worse than ghosts of humans that would try to exploit your emotional state.

My current prescription for you is to make a heartfelt apology and reconciliation to have a light heart with any of those people who might be on your mind, just so that is clear and no longer a vulnerability.

It sounds like a poltergeist but your story doesn't contain enough information for me to tell you what it is. Don't dread, and don't lose faith those are the worst things you can do when dealing with this type of phenomena.

Update us on how it's going.
It's been a year how are you holding on now? I've endured and am still enduring similar hell as you with the emotional numbness, feeling of emptiness and needing medication to fall asleep. Know that it's not your fault. No matter what the demon or sorcerer told you.

God is most definitely real, I am still trying to figure out things for myself. I don't want to become a shell of my self either, being narcissistic and vampiric due to low energy from this demon that i've dealt with as well. I feel your struggle.

Situations like this can cause us to recoil in fear of reaching out for the fear that nobody is who they portray themselves to be. If you remember that it's ok to ask God, his angels and your guardian angels for help its a better place to be than afraid of everything in the supernatural world.

Do you still feel this entity around you? It seems like they read our thoughts but what they do, do is see our emotional state. When they can get us to despair or believe their lies, damage can be done when our faith in life/love is low.

I personally don't know how to undo the damage they cause when they do manage to break your faith, the only thing that I've seen so far is God. But the results have not been permanent for me, it really is a tough battle and I'm proud of you for having the strength to hold your ground with so few resources and feeling abandoned by spirit.

I don't know how to help you, but post an update maybe?
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I know this is a very old post. And many if you are religious. However what I have noticed in a consistant pattern with not only myself but other people that I knownhave this problem is that they are indeed spirits. There is no doubt about it. Yet did anybody ever notice they appear when rought times are going on? When a family is fighting. A fight between parents, someone who broke up a couple that didn't deserve it. A brother or sister who was/is being bullied and many other things. They are actually there to even out the playing feild. If they give a good vibe look at them and genuinly ask them to help you with your situation. And thoroughly explain what the situation is and what you want changed and how/what you wsnt the outcome to be. If they seem to fight back tell them they are in your realm. They are in your home. You need to be assertive. If you get a quick flash of like a monster coming at you you need to quickly imagian stoping that monster and asserting you dominance (ex: throwing the monster/deamon against the wall, punching it, choking it) you are establishing that you are in charge and they are to do what you want. If you ever meet one that physically makes you cold and makes you cry you are going though something very hard. You DO NOT look at them to ask for help. Close your eyes, face ghe ceiling and ask. And if this one attacks it will more or less seem like a flash of a deamon looking thing jumping off something to attack. Again show your dominance by fighting back. It will take a few trys but they will go and do what you ask. This spirit is also know to be able to go into "targets" dreams to sway someone to think certin ways. They seem to manipulate dreams and emotions. Some may seem to sit in your bed to say your name if they do soTELL them to get off your bed. If you hear your name almost seem shouted by a friend or family member I AND SHOUTED in your head it is actually a spirit. Tell them never to call you by your first name again. But they are truely not bad. They are honestly there to help you. You just need to assert dominance. If they ever TOUCH YOU whatever you do do not freak out. Tell them two stop touching you and shew them away. (Even as it type this I saw one over the top of my phone). They actually become friends.
Alpha, I would love to have you join! Right now the school is just beginning to come to form, but I wouldn't mind helping you learn more about your abilities at all. Is there an email address I can contact you at?


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